hmmx..

I'm having status... which means I am on mc... lolz...
yawnz... sore eyes kinda irrating my eyes... hmmmx but nvm ...
I GET TO SLP ALL DAY ... lolz...

hmmmx.. wad to blog about...
maybe a kinda scary yet strong feeling...
i think i found back a bit of wad i've lost..
found the determination and a little bit of something i realli wanna work hard for...

the scary feeling is the future...
i'll be able to survive in anywhere anyhow anytime... but
wad do i wanna in the future.. ??
all the stuff i wanted to do have to be delayed by 2 years...
will it still be possible by then ??
i dun know ?? but i know... i'll hold on and keep hoping.. keep dreaming... and never stop and never give up.. hahas... tts me...
and tts wad make me a different person from others..
kick my ass... the world may crash... the whole world burden will hang on my shoulders... but i'll bite my lips and keep going..

Me..
dreams to feel alive...
hope to cont believing....
determination and bite lips focus to keep walking forward...

Hope everyday is a fresh exciting day...

the one about the past few weeks

so mani stuff to write about... hmmmz

1. the one about the rickshaw man
2.the one about xiaoling flying off
3.the one about althea flyig off
4. the one about my bmtc life
5. the one about my gal...

firstly ... the rickshaw man !! hmmx
coz realli tired le so juz spamming thru shortly all the impt points ...
there was this 50+60 yr old man.. a rickshaw man...
carried 2 of us me and my gal gal... for half an hour..
juz to earn a living... not onli that... but sharing his life story...
every passenger he picks up... he tells himself to keep going keep going...
for ??
his wife and children... for the past 20 yrs leading an honest life working so hard...
making sure his wife and children are taken care of.. even until now...
when young is ah beng type.. but then settle down le then found that he has to be responsible for his family... working so hard so hard... hmmx.. realli learn a lot from him... responsibility...
kindness and honest !! so much valuable stuff in that short half hour of carrying us all over city hall...
in the end... we pay him 40 bucks for the ride.. orginally onli 20 bucks .then he was so grateful.. money may be little things in mylife... but he realli taught me to treasure money and make sure my family and taken care of ...

the one about althea flying off... my secondary click de althea fly off le... so tired le .... eyes dieing le.. so its going to be short... TAKE CARE OUT THERE... hahas... best wishes

the one about xiaoling flying off... my supportive mummy fly off le... gonna miss the both of the ppl flying off... both of them realli play a part in parts of my life... TAKE CARE OUT THERR... hahas..

the one about bmtc..
slack but extremely dirty and smelly.. lolz...
wad to expect from all guys.. lolz...
i'm in falcon pt 2 sect 4 bed 11 btw...
i pass my ippt with 2.4 of 1021 and currently 8 pull ups.. still kinda noob eh... haix.. needa jia you...
i'm improving each week. !!! i lost a total of 7kg while inside le.. thanks to all the LOUSY food ... yawnx...
and my target vocation is PTI ... for those in ns should know...
must jia you jia you ...
about my bunk mates consist of a batch of interesting ppl... got porn admin, club advisors or p.. martial artist and some weird ppl... lolz...from other section even worse.. anyhow ask one person.. also godlike... imagine school 1 CO coming to ur plat .. when u inside bunk.. WTF... hahs.. seriously think got white horse lahx... anyway i'm tired going to slp le lahx...

my gal gal...
sorry about not being able to be there on our monthsary... becoz of field camp... juz wanna let u konw i realli missed u when i was inside... so tired le good nitex my gal gal... and friends and etc...

oh and i completed field camp.. the most dirty and disgusting experience my body even had... it wasnt Tough or tiring ONLI DIRTY SMELLY AND disgusting... 6 days no bath.. food that taste like crap...
yawn slp time. nitex