I've been busy nowadays ... lolx...

monday tuesday are my most tiring days... shag me out like nothing.. but it SERIOUSLy feels good exhaust my energy...
I have this urgency, this fear or desire to waste all this energy outta me ... just working every monday to friday isnt satisfying me enough... HAHhas..
for a month or so ... i sleep less than 5 hrs a night for 2-3 nights every week..
hahas.. trying to find entertainment to waste my energy.
I haf something, something that i can drive all my energy into..

I'm going the wrong direction...
I already have event/SU similar work and Ops & trg work to entertain me during work. monday and tuesday night classes for studies... weekends for simple and sweet days with her...
i still got wednesday thursday and friday nights... so much time...
but i've been wasting all my excess energy on entertainment games etc.
this insanity of working somthing out is driving me...

Bring it on...

taste of success is near...

Never push the blame to others , when you're the one who bring urself down....
One may talk wise but is all but talk... lolx..
if one's smart you dont haf to talk about it.
one who is always in a bad position talks smart, give reasons, give smart excuses.
suddenly thinking.. hahas.. a failure talks smart
but if one is always in a good position and choose to talk dumb...
HAHA - Dont lie... HAHA...

Its beeeeen a month since i last blog !! lolx.. now inside station.. Ahhh crap... kinda bored.. Hmmx.. I got this coooooooool ORGANISTATIon( juz my branch onli de(Ops & Training))chart !!! got my name inside and itsss so crap lolx..

went to bangkok i last month !! hahas.. i gotta comment on the hotel reception guy !!! so crap lohx..

Hotel reception(Troy) : Hi, so you're going back ? when will you be coming back to bangkok ?

Me & Others(jin hui,wei ming,ken ken) : ehhhhhhh... (before we even answer)

Hotel reception(Troy) : In your next life ? Never coming back again (with a wide grin)

Me : !!!!! LOLX... so crap !! (how can a hotel staff be so crap and friendly with his guest !! lolx... somemore like encouraging us never to come back to tt hotel !! LOLX !!!!!!! hahas.. so anti his hotel !! BTH!! )
Their english got thai accent makes them sound very interesting !!!! Lolx..

Hmmmx... nowadays quite tiring but very packed makes my life feel full...

wanna do & achieve a lot of stuff...
wanna be excited and amazed with new stuff..
wanna experience !!

Currently started on acca le.. In the main committee in event organising in Airport Police Department is something like EXCO in SU... but its called UWF... hahas.. its FINANCIAL AND RESOURCES is quite good...

I am FULLY Packed WITH energy AND Spirit... I wanna organise Something COOL !! BIG !! Amazing !! Innovative !! Creative !! Simply make an art !!
This time with no pain-in-the-ass/headache issues hahas..

me ? I'm still me !! Strong and willed !!! Willed.. juz hate to give up something which is impt to me.. so its never giving up