yay !!
Things are looking up!!
There will surely be more work, more stress, more scolding, more torture, less sleep.
But...
Guess what ?
I'll take all that shit,
In exchange for that little success and satisfaction.
some may think it's not worth it,
awwwwww... It's sad.
but, hahaha. It's so worth it. Just that you won't find out.

Earn more, save more, when everything is done, stable with a system, perfect.
Then... I'll enjoy like no tomorrow!!

I'm really getting lucky.
Yay.
Jia you !!!

Actually i wrote a lot but saved in drafts,

Just a few important words.

It's my responsibility.
I'll make sure it works and get done.

And right now,
let me enjoy the tiny rewards and satisfaction.

i'm clearing up everything. I need to escape for a while. I think i had enough.

Maybe i'm not strong enough or whatever shit,

I really want a peace of mind right now.

its tough. but i'll be fine. I think.

had fever 38.9 degrees still playing manjong,

halfway give up. too shagged.

still a bit sick, but i'll be ok.

Miss a lot of things.

searching for things to fill my tiny empty slots of not working time.

Hardly any but, I'll be alright :)

happpy birthday to me :)

guess what was i doing at 12am ?
WORK !!
till morning..
pretty much not expecting anything expect to rest prepare for tonight's work.

sometimes it's really tough,
SERIOUSLY painful job.
really gets in and kill you from all directions.
worst part is.
Nobody really available to watch your back,
and on the support side it's as good as nobody.

but whose to blame ?

I guess its all me :)

I'll survive.
I'll not let those old arrogant bastards have their last laugh.
I'll make them swallow their meaningless, worthless words,
I'll clear up their tiny, shallow minds.

Messy as it is now my life.
rotting as i am now,
I'll clear it up,
I'll find my new source of energy somewhere.

:) tt'd be resolution for 24, SUCCESS !!

Ok.

This has been a few really bad weeks and days.

Sometimes really cannot take it.
The phone KEEPS ringing, ringing, ringing.
Argggg

but today's entry is not about whining about work.

its about the Panthera onca !!!!

Man, ITS FREAKING AWESOME.

and my only happy thing this few weeks/months to come.

yupx. lets hope it'll keep me going. :)

I feel cool, in it.

working hard ?

My fav 3 movies at the moment

All of them are fantastic. Seriously,

Man in the chair
Good Will Hunting
Juno

All 3 can break you down to tears.

Make you smile
Make you laugh
Make you feel

Love this 3 movies
Made my day.

Some soundtrack and trailers below :)



This one's about a simple story about a whip smart gal.
beautiful soundtrack, art and directions.




This one's about a young director and his movie.
Making his movie and learning so much more.



This one's about a genius, learning and coping with life and love.

Love this 3 movies.

soundtrack for Juno !!

so tired ..
so slpy
until nearly fall aslp during driving...
seriously like today, nearly at least 4-5 times,
i think i scare the shit outta myself during driving..
wonder if this is tough enough ?
I doubt so.
but fuck it...
unless i faint or die,
keep moving forward..
gotta keep going..

sometimes really shagged out.

man...

so
damned
tiring !!

arrrrrgggg !!

my chinese new year resolution 2010 !!

I want to earn my first very owned car with my own money and capacity.

I want to make lots of money to buy assets,
This part is impossible but
i would really want to buy my own house.
my very own property !!

I want to work so hard that small things in life, such as
eating dim sum,
eating durian,
chilling out under the moon,
watching funny movies,
playing little big planet
watching how i met your mother
watching 2 and a half men
washing the car
and
spending a simple day with my gal is just happiness.

the futile pursuit of happiness. :)
is a process,
requires hardship
to shine out the happiness in simple things.

i'm not going to rot,
i'm not going down,
i'm not going to stop.

bring it :)

my ability to take it hardship,
my instincts and basic capabilities.

More than enough.

Maybe will get to learn some bad stuff,
but its along the way.

come on. :)

i love two and a half men and how i met your mother !!

Two and a Half Men is an American television comedy series which premiered on CBS on September 22, 2003. The sitcom stars Charlie Sheen, Jon Cryer and Angus T. Jones. The show is about a hedonistic jingle writer, Charlie; his uptight brother, Alan; and Alan's young son, Jake. Charlie's free-wheeling life is complicated and altered when his brother gets divorced and moves-in, along with his son, into Charlie's beach-front house. There have been six seasons of Two and a Half Men; the seventh season is currently showing. CBS renewed the show for an additional three seasons.^[1] The show is consistently ranked one of the most watched comedies every season in the United States.

How I Met Your Mother is an American sitcom that premiered on CBS on September 19, 2005.^[1] The show was created by Craig Thomas and Carter Bays. As a framing device, the main character, Ted Mosby (Josh Radnor, with narration by Bob Saget)^[2], in the year 2030 recounts to his son and daughter the events that led to his meeting their mother, which explains the title and allows for a narration in the past tense. How I Met Your Mother's other main characters are Marshall Eriksen (Jason Segel), Robin Scherbatsky (Cobie Smulders), Barney Stinson (Neil Patrick Harris), and Lily Aldrin (Alyson Hannigan).^[2] The show was recently renewed for a sixth season.^[3]

they're awwwesome !!

so happy to reach home so early...
ahhh...

gonna slp lots lots !!

I guess,
things are difficult when the directions are different,
if we're heading different directions...

work work work,
work work work,
no slp, no play, no time,
haix,
some things never changes,
dont think i'm blogging anymore,
lets juz focus on work till dead first...

Since Jan,
I work, worked, worken,
feels good when extra effort has been put in place to improve.

drove for 2 weeks,
1500km covered, haven go servicing,
from 3rd lane to first lane all the way.
from noob to quite confident driver :)
Once, i think a few years back when i first got friends who drove,
I thought it was was damn sexy, mature and cool.

I wonder if i'm anywhere i would expect from the past me ?

So worth it tired !!
but i'm reallly sleepy...

argggg !!!

Slp, I need slp..

wow.. 17 days passed since 2010.
I drove 350km in 4 days !!
my family shared car toyota Vios ;p
so exciting and nerve wrecking..
Almost accident 3 times
run red light 3 times
hit the shopping centre carpark barrier (lightly)
Speeding (slightly)
but its still without a scratch :D

This 17 days.
work and work and work and work and work
sleep quite little
but
lets cont to move forward
and progress

last 6 months?

Learned and seen, some pretty cool stuff.
Didn't really produce or achieve much.
Made a notable amount of money here and there.
saved a whole lot of money.
went china, batam, malaysia.
seen rich dirty adults,
how rich ?
very rich.
how dirty ?
so very dirty.
worked with a casino.
broaden my network pathetically little.
get to know some young rich successful ppl
Got driving license and a car to share,Toyota vios.
finally coming i think next week or 2.
thankful i have uncle and aunts as brokers
hmmx,
really nothing amazing and its damn boring.

NOW FOR 2010.

Nothing is decided yet,
Some many paths right now.

I'm officially bored in the current situation.
unless
hopefully
Some crazy shit problems or challenges comes along
if not
studying would be a better choice.

everything well smoothly on monday :)

cleared Zroom Zroom in 3 1/2 months
with perfect score :)

no major mistakes except for
blind spot
blind spot
fail to check safety
never signal

driving in china soon ;P

Tomorrow is a PUBLIC HOLIDAY !!

Soooo HAPPY !!

lets hope everything goes smoothly on Monday ; )