hmmx... blogging again ..
yawnz.. coz bored and nothing to do...

wonders ....
life ....
what does the future brings ?
i dun know...

shld life have huge hopes and plans
or shld life be simple and plain...

having her besides me feels myself being companied..
happy and comfortable ...
1 yr going 2 mths de relationsihp

let me list down the stuff i spend with her...
watching the funniest and enjoyable shows movies and entertainmenet with her
and holding her tighter to me during the movies
feeeding her all the food that i cant eat ...
hahas.. but in the end also i eat more...
enjoy bullying her... tease her... hahas... boys are like that wad !!
saying she's fat :P when she's not..
cannot everytime praise her.. :P
going to fairs.. such as book fairs , food fair , it fair , shopping fair...
its like treasure hunting !! hehes...
enjoy her napping right beside me...
can make her hair messy , then make it look nice nice again..
enjoy cooking, baking and making food together !!
we made cookies .. GOOD ones !! pasta and spagetti .. the professional kind..
hahas... soup and bread and then make nice nice serve to my didi mei mei..
lolz... so satisfying...
enjoy play with stupid !! the rabbit...
hahas... so cute.. see him run run run then jump and bang the wall..
enjoy the double dates with her and wei ming and kenken..
DD's fun.. hahas... got another couple to crap with ...
enjoy catching lotsa toys with her...
enjoy watching her play my video games...
hahas... silly silly de gal...
enjoy planning and learning about how to prepare for the future...
going to library... finding a nice spot.. sitting down listen to each other...

muackss... thanks for making my life not so lonely and afraid...
understanding and loving me even though i'm still very messed up and still unable to forget some past memories...
but i wanna let u know..
I need u in my all the time !! here and there... learning... working hard together.. doing stuff cooking reading together... yawnnzzzz... tired le lahx... slp time...

Ooooo...
Zero-p*8*8 is on hold !!
until my gal graduates... lolz

dreamed last night..
hahas..
of something impossible..
lolz... at least dreams make it possible... lolz...
thats y dreams are wad connect thots with hope into reality...

oooo....
learn learn learn ...
wth is fiboarcci arcs.
wth is chaikin oscillator
wth is with dow theory
wth is with elliott wave theory..
wth wth wth ...
been thinking when will the bear come ?
so mani stuff.. so lazy me...

every bad thing that happens... will lead to a good thing..
every good thing that happens... also has thorns in it...

First time ever...
my dad approves my choice...
do ur magic.. hpl...

wonders...

i forget to add.. OMG...

stupid is so cute so cute so cute so cute...
lolz... so cute so cute so cute..
he jump jump jump
so stupid... and cute
hahas... but then super se... hahahs..
are all animals like that.. ?
oh man.. need to get him a cute rabbit galfriend..
hahas

my dad...

SUPER ARROGANT AND XIALAN...
OMG>..<

sometimes.. He drives me insane...
kill my braincell...
his decisions are like wth...
juz kill me...
hahas...
but he's a responsible capable dad..
though super LUCKY(as in pure luck) and lazy,rash recently...

actually juz feel like scolding him for fun...
coz sometimes he treat me lousy...
but sometimes he's cute and funny in his way lahx..

hmmx... 4 1/2 yrs of Bull ...
wonder when will the bear come...

got a laptop...

acer !! thanks to ws..
got gd price somemore..
lolz...
even though its not mine.. the laptop..
it's for my dad to use..
but for me to manage for this one last month...

last words.. DAD !! PLS LAHX....
JUZ LISTEN TO ME ONCE !!!!
JUZ SEE WHAT RESULTS IT CAN GIVE !!!

i'm so bored...

so so so

bored...

life is so boring
plain and nothing exciting..
the world is so plain and boring and boring and boring..

I wanna close my eyes and scream out all the boredom and nothingness...

Lolz..

maybe should need to do something crazy like this.. LOlz..

the 2 picts below is ...

tadatada ... Stupid !!
the incredibly cute and funny se se rabbit...
hahahas....
so cute and entertaining !
I gotta save lotsa money for him for his companion/galfriend...
hope i save enough...

money money money come come !!!

going army soon...
being xin fu isnt easy...
but jia you!!!