happpy birthday to me :)

guess what was i doing at 12am ?
WORK !!
till morning..
pretty much not expecting anything expect to rest prepare for tonight's work.

sometimes it's really tough,
SERIOUSLY painful job.
really gets in and kill you from all directions.
worst part is.
Nobody really available to watch your back,
and on the support side it's as good as nobody.

but whose to blame ?

I guess its all me :)

I'll survive.
I'll not let those old arrogant bastards have their last laugh.
I'll make them swallow their meaningless, worthless words,
I'll clear up their tiny, shallow minds.

Messy as it is now my life.
rotting as i am now,
I'll clear it up,
I'll find my new source of energy somewhere.

:) tt'd be resolution for 24, SUCCESS !!

Ok.

This has been a few really bad weeks and days.

Sometimes really cannot take it.
The phone KEEPS ringing, ringing, ringing.
Argggg

but today's entry is not about whining about work.

its about the Panthera onca !!!!

Man, ITS FREAKING AWESOME.

and my only happy thing this few weeks/months to come.

yupx. lets hope it'll keep me going. :)

I feel cool, in it.