happpy birthday to me :)

guess what was i doing at 12am ?
WORK !!
till morning..
pretty much not expecting anything expect to rest prepare for tonight's work.

sometimes it's really tough,
SERIOUSLY painful job.
really gets in and kill you from all directions.
worst part is.
Nobody really available to watch your back,
and on the support side it's as good as nobody.

but whose to blame ?

I guess its all me :)

I'll survive.
I'll not let those old arrogant bastards have their last laugh.
I'll make them swallow their meaningless, worthless words,
I'll clear up their tiny, shallow minds.

Messy as it is now my life.
rotting as i am now,
I'll clear it up,
I'll find my new source of energy somewhere.

:) tt'd be resolution for 24, SUCCESS !!