boring days

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............. WTF.... i juz go rot and die alone.. hahas...

boring days

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............. WTF.... i juz go rot and die alone.. hahas...

ZZZZ

my lifestyle and some comments...

i work 7 days a week
from 8.30-600 on weekdays, 11-7 on weekends,
travel time of 30++ mins to reach each destination.
go running 3 evenings a week
monday wednesday sunday in the evening
Meet friends 2 or 3 time a week
meet shiling ze kai or yuan zhi... meet keith to bring me see see outside world... meet TEP friends go minds cafe... meet su senior go slack.. meet su junior go happy
look after SU de events 1 or 2 time a week
play manjong 1 time a week

hahas... need slp.. i definately will die early...

some thoughts about the world...

A bit too harsh on my words.. ermmz.. okies.. gays , bapos... seriously.. i am afraid of u ... esp if U do weird actions .. or wear weird clothes tt attract attention.. I feel paraniod...

ZZZZ

my lifestyle and some comments...

i work 7 days a week
from 8.30-600 on weekdays, 11-7 on weekends,
travel time of 30++ mins to reach each destination.
go running 3 evenings a week
monday wednesday sunday in the evening
Meet friends 2 or 3 time a week
meet shiling ze kai or yuan zhi... meet keith to bring me see see outside world... meet TEP friends go minds cafe... meet su senior go slack.. meet su junior go happy
look after SU de events 1 or 2 time a week
play manjong 1 time a week

hahas... need slp.. i definately will die early...

some thoughts about the world...

A bit too harsh on my words.. ermmz.. okies.. gays , bapos... seriously.. i am afraid of u ... esp if U do weird actions .. or wear weird clothes tt attract attention.. I feel paraniod...

THe past is past ... i dun wanna reak it up.. anymore again... i wanna live my life all the best of it ...

Needa start running again... stopped running for 1 week le.. and eating too much le... and tonning and studying too much le... sleeping about 4hrs a day... hahas...

start training for track... dun know whehter can a not.. maybe tonight or tmr night run 20click... muz jia you ...

hahas... V day tt day made an interesting pact with a special friend hahas .. if by 25 or 30yrs old ... we single and available.. we shall on v day hahas become together.. wahahs.. who's she? aint telling noone .. hahahs... juz kinda cool ... maybe nothing will happen maybe something will ? but then she did make some changes in me... good ones :D eh.. secondary school friends should konw her.. hahas.. juz something interesting :D

lalaalas... IPP=Idiots Playing Poker ... hmmx... machiam like SU atmosphere... hahas.. onli its the quiet kinda... allow to bring my laptop ... but got a major proj to settle.. ban one even more.. hahas... i finish mine le will help him de.. hahas... yea ... nxt friday i hopefully noone flys kites .. me mummy, anson, yumei currently will go minds cafe play board games !! haahs... the rest coz nv use gmail so nv tell yet... hahas :P

THe past is past ... i dun wanna reak it up.. anymore again... i wanna live my life all the best of it ...

Needa start running again... stopped running for 1 week le.. and eating too much le... and tonning and studying too much le... sleeping about 4hrs a day... hahas...

start training for track... dun know whehter can a not.. maybe tonight or tmr night run 20click... muz jia you ...

hahas... V day tt day made an interesting pact with a special friend hahas .. if by 25 or 30yrs old ... we single and available.. we shall on v day hahas become together.. wahahs.. who's she? aint telling noone .. hahahs... juz kinda cool ... maybe nothing will happen maybe something will ? but then she did make some changes in me... good ones :D eh.. secondary school friends should konw her.. hahas.. juz something interesting :D

lalaalas... IPP=Idiots Playing Poker ... hmmx... machiam like SU atmosphere... hahas.. onli its the quiet kinda... allow to bring my laptop ... but got a major proj to settle.. ban one even more.. hahas... i finish mine le will help him de.. hahas... yea ... nxt friday i hopefully noone flys kites .. me mummy, anson, yumei currently will go minds cafe play board games !! haahs... the rest coz nv use gmail so nv tell yet... hahas :P

step 39

now... hahas... got quite a few fun stuff to blog about ...

the exams... got my examination preparation feeling like secondary school times back.. hahas.. gain back lotsa my feelings back.. hahas...

My baka friend 40 .... hahas... we haf our own friendship song mayday de rubbish truck ... which represent our friendship !! hahas... hmmx... at mayday concert which i went ... when they sang tt song... i called shiling to let her listen to the live singing of our friendship song... hahas... tts sounds kinda baka... but i juz wanted her to listen ...coz its our song !!

Then on 8th febrary juz before my cost paper... where i would be seating on seat 40 ...studying @ 12 plus...
she called !!! then said : "my turn my turn !! "
then la ji che was played ...
WAAAAAA ... super gan dong ....
yea... tts my best friend...shiling !! yea ... old old le still can meet go lim ko pi ... hahas..

hmmx... feeeling so much more of myself... the confidence and strength coming back... wahahas...
studies gonna clear loh...
epson called back for part time work loh...
track oso back in school team's standard and this saturday got 10k race loh...
Hair grow back loh fitness under not so bad condition loh...
IPp with ban hock ...

fitness, work, studies, friends, family, home all neat and tidy ...

onli 1 thing bothers me...
hmmx... hope i could be allowed to apologise...

aniway SU like getting more and more sad... oh.. take care... i dun haf time for u animore.. :P

step 39

now... hahas... got quite a few fun stuff to blog about ...

the exams... got my examination preparation feeling like secondary school times back.. hahas.. gain back lotsa my feelings back.. hahas...

My baka friend 40 .... hahas... we haf our own friendship song mayday de rubbish truck ... which represent our friendship !! hahas... hmmx... at mayday concert which i went ... when they sang tt song... i called shiling to let her listen to the live singing of our friendship song... hahas... tts sounds kinda baka... but i juz wanted her to listen ...coz its our song !!

Then on 8th febrary juz before my cost paper... where i would be seating on seat 40 ...studying @ 12 plus...
she called !!! then said : "my turn my turn !! "
then la ji che was played ...
WAAAAAA ... super gan dong ....
yea... tts my best friend...shiling !! yea ... old old le still can meet go lim ko pi ... hahas..

hmmx... feeeling so much more of myself... the confidence and strength coming back... wahahas...
studies gonna clear loh...
epson called back for part time work loh...
track oso back in school team's standard and this saturday got 10k race loh...
Hair grow back loh fitness under not so bad condition loh...
IPp with ban hock ...

fitness, work, studies, friends, family, home all neat and tidy ...

onli 1 thing bothers me...
hmmx... hope i could be allowed to apologise...

aniway SU like getting more and more sad... oh.. take care... i dun haf time for u animore.. :P

step 38

running running running runnning runnnning runnnnnning... 10k race on saturday .... exam oso muz train a bit ... hahahs gogogo ...

after running- conclusion.... ALWAYS BRING MONEY IF RUNNING FAR FAR AWAY... haix... if not gotta walk back ... haix... sad manx.. waste so much time...

step 38

running running running runnning runnnning runnnnnning... 10k race on saturday .... exam oso muz train a bit ... hahahs gogogo ...

after running- conclusion.... ALWAYS BRING MONEY IF RUNNING FAR FAR AWAY... haix... if not gotta walk back ... haix... sad manx.. waste so much time...

eh ... step 37th

finished biz finance...
1 down 4 to go ... tax and biz accounts...

gotta learn to forget ... !!! give me more time !! during this time ... DUN APPEAR ... IT's scary and hateful ...

youtube.com... my currently best entertainer.. hahas !!

mayday rocks... esp xian yu ... wen rou ... this 2 songs rox.. !!

forget to add ... i feel tt i haf fever .. i got taxation exam tmr... solution ... ?? running to cure the fever... 24hr mac wif yuan zhi study ... hahas... wonder how much stamina i can last .. hahs drawing all the potienial energy from the body...
CHANGE !!
kinetic energy all out :P

eh ... step 37th

finished biz finance...
1 down 4 to go ... tax and biz accounts...

gotta learn to forget ... !!! give me more time !! during this time ... DUN APPEAR ... IT's scary and hateful ...

youtube.com... my currently best entertainer.. hahas !!

mayday rocks... esp xian yu ... wen rou ... this 2 songs rox.. !!

forget to add ... i feel tt i haf fever .. i got taxation exam tmr... solution ... ?? running to cure the fever... 24hr mac wif yuan zhi study ... hahas... wonder how much stamina i can last .. hahs drawing all the potienial energy from the body...
CHANGE !!
kinetic energy all out :P

Step 30++ mayday rocks with this song..

Step 30++ mayday rocks with this song..

step 35

yea... training is tough... but then manage to finish it with good grades... my fitness now is par to the track school team ... yea..
if i lose the 7 kgs of fats hahas.. i'd be at my best fitness then tt would be the time the insane training starts....

my cousins come to my house at 1am to manjong... WTF .. i betta rest ... slp is more impt.. hahas.. kkz... nitex...

dun regret ....

step 35

yea... training is tough... but then manage to finish it with good grades... my fitness now is par to the track school team ... yea..
if i lose the 7 kgs of fats hahas.. i'd be at my best fitness then tt would be the time the insane training starts....

my cousins come to my house at 1am to manjong... WTF .. i betta rest ... slp is more impt.. hahas.. kkz... nitex...

dun regret ....

step 30 ++

hahas...

feeling like myself at last....

relaxed and peace...

thanks to a ending of troublesome problems...

hmmx... completed and settled so mani so mani stuff tt affected me...

and quickly finish exams le then i am a free man...

a free man !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

got plently to blog about ...

1) the end of this blog
2)the stuff at new year
3)how cool my dad is
4)how mani xin shi/xin yuan i settled
5)and my future targets
6)after the exams how perfect i'd be feeling...



lets start from the 6th ... hmmx.... my hair grow back le... i got running shoes le ... i get to run in races nt impt races but at least fit enough to ... i got free jerseys and school track shirts .... I AM PART OF THE SCHOOL TEAM ... honoured... coz i think the coach oso recongises me a bit liaox... i will train hard hard for my 800m.... hmmmx.... I future 3 events are a full marthton , 800m and 5000m ... my fitness and body strength are now finally at the starting steps... hmmx... juz nice to start runnnnnnning !!!
even my house , my room change le ... hahas... i now got a 2 lvl bed... i slping on the second level and my didi on the first ... hmmx... got my piracy !! hahahs like having a picnic in the sky !! my air con oso fix... room oso cleared... now my room is back to the way it almost was in secondary school ... neat and spacious ... enough for me to do my extra jumping around...
for myself... i got back my hair... juz highlighted it... looks alright at least its back to looking neat and normal ... my feelings also 80% cleared le... juz as long as she doesnt appear ... hahas... kinda afraid of her le... afraid and a little hate ... hahas.. but thanks to her... i realli changed my surroundings around me... making me feel a lot a lot a lot better... another 3 months ... i'd be back to ME...

my future targets ? all preparation are done and settled... for the next 3 months ... it'd be juz running sleeping hanging with friends and earn money for self improvement ... piano and cooking will be additional flavour... yupz... contented and full of satisfaction !!!

hmmx... my enviroment is cool !! my new work place will be at citi hall ... media development authority ... wahahas... going to be a accountant there.. but then i sure will go there learn all their skills their work there... coz there is surely a cool place i'd wanna be at...

My running enviroment is cool !! coach and guru is giving me a chance ... the team there is not bad... 3 guys same standard as me ... currently... the team will surely become strong... coz competition makes things more challenging ... haven got to communicate much with the guys there... but things will work out... i'd be going for a race 10km next next sunday !! jia you..

My home enviroment is not bad... my family still is weird ... or i am the heartless one... but then a lot has improvement ... at least now ... my house my home is a place i wan to go back to ... not a dump where i cant even rest in....

i even got my dream cap !!! hahas... and fixed my laptop !!! now juz a watch and PSP to complete my expenses... hahas...


chinese new year ... this year almost nv play black jack all the way manjong... continously ... my skill oso improved ... hahas... won more than 80 bucks from manjong... hahs.. 20++ 30+ from black jack ... hmmmx... the standard 100 bucks winnings every new year ... hahahs...

MY dad is so cool ... hahas... money seems to be no value to him ... hahas... he go gamble telling my ah ma (grandmother).... U lose i pay ... U win u take... then he help my ah ma win like 100++ dollars ( 50% he throw in de) while losing 100++ dollars to my relatives ... then he even cheated hahas... omg ... he pays from his own pocket to those that win then those tt lose he ggive to ah ma...
he juz crap his way in everything... hahahs... yet got his charms and confidence... my dad is lao le... got lose hair le ... got belly de... yet... He's one of the coolest adults i have seem yet... maybe i juz dun know my dad well enough... hahas... but he's one guy i've always respected... onli when sometimes he tells me unreasonable stuff ... i got my own thinking onli... hahas.


lastly the end of this blog... actually i not realli a blogging person... hahas... i started this blog becoz i lost to myself falling for a gal ... until i oso dun know wad to do ... the whole incident shattered my confidence and lost myself... hahas... so this blog was to for me to forget ... remind myself of wad i must do ... the training i must do and the things i must achieve and promises i make... hmmx... but now i dun need to coz i found my gan jue le !!! hahas... my life is getting back into shape le... got the stuff i wanna do and know wad to know... which makes my life meaningful for myself again...

i wont fall for any scopio gals liaox.. hahs.. coz already been warned by my best friend a aries who hates them ... haahs... sry ... i got my life back le ... thanks to ya ... but guess i'd hate ya for a while more... hahas... anyway i'm strong enough to be myself... as myself.. i basically dun give a hoot about u or other ppl.. unless they are meaningful friends if not most pplz mean nothing... tt sounds mean.. but for meaningful friends, i promise and gives them the best of friendship.. yea... friendship rawks.. :P

step 30 ++

hahas...

feeling like myself at last....

relaxed and peace...

thanks to a ending of troublesome problems...

hmmx... completed and settled so mani so mani stuff tt affected me...

and quickly finish exams le then i am a free man...

a free man !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

got plently to blog about ...

1) the end of this blog
2)the stuff at new year
3)how cool my dad is
4)how mani xin shi/xin yuan i settled
5)and my future targets
6)after the exams how perfect i'd be feeling...



lets start from the 6th ... hmmx.... my hair grow back le... i got running shoes le ... i get to run in races nt impt races but at least fit enough to ... i got free jerseys and school track shirts .... I AM PART OF THE SCHOOL TEAM ... honoured... coz i think the coach oso recongises me a bit liaox... i will train hard hard for my 800m.... hmmmx.... I future 3 events are a full marthton , 800m and 5000m ... my fitness and body strength are now finally at the starting steps... hmmx... juz nice to start runnnnnnning !!!
even my house , my room change le ... hahas... i now got a 2 lvl bed... i slping on the second level and my didi on the first ... hmmx... got my piracy !! hahahs like having a picnic in the sky !! my air con oso fix... room oso cleared... now my room is back to the way it almost was in secondary school ... neat and spacious ... enough for me to do my extra jumping around...
for myself... i got back my hair... juz highlighted it... looks alright at least its back to looking neat and normal ... my feelings also 80% cleared le... juz as long as she doesnt appear ... hahas... kinda afraid of her le... afraid and a little hate ... hahas.. but thanks to her... i realli changed my surroundings around me... making me feel a lot a lot a lot better... another 3 months ... i'd be back to ME...

my future targets ? all preparation are done and settled... for the next 3 months ... it'd be juz running sleeping hanging with friends and earn money for self improvement ... piano and cooking will be additional flavour... yupz... contented and full of satisfaction !!!

hmmx... my enviroment is cool !! my new work place will be at citi hall ... media development authority ... wahahas... going to be a accountant there.. but then i sure will go there learn all their skills their work there... coz there is surely a cool place i'd wanna be at...

My running enviroment is cool !! coach and guru is giving me a chance ... the team there is not bad... 3 guys same standard as me ... currently... the team will surely become strong... coz competition makes things more challenging ... haven got to communicate much with the guys there... but things will work out... i'd be going for a race 10km next next sunday !! jia you..

My home enviroment is not bad... my family still is weird ... or i am the heartless one... but then a lot has improvement ... at least now ... my house my home is a place i wan to go back to ... not a dump where i cant even rest in....

i even got my dream cap !!! hahas... and fixed my laptop !!! now juz a watch and PSP to complete my expenses... hahas...


chinese new year ... this year almost nv play black jack all the way manjong... continously ... my skill oso improved ... hahas... won more than 80 bucks from manjong... hahs.. 20++ 30+ from black jack ... hmmmx... the standard 100 bucks winnings every new year ... hahahs...

MY dad is so cool ... hahas... money seems to be no value to him ... hahas... he go gamble telling my ah ma (grandmother).... U lose i pay ... U win u take... then he help my ah ma win like 100++ dollars ( 50% he throw in de) while losing 100++ dollars to my relatives ... then he even cheated hahas... omg ... he pays from his own pocket to those that win then those tt lose he ggive to ah ma...
he juz crap his way in everything... hahahs... yet got his charms and confidence... my dad is lao le... got lose hair le ... got belly de... yet... He's one of the coolest adults i have seem yet... maybe i juz dun know my dad well enough... hahas... but he's one guy i've always respected... onli when sometimes he tells me unreasonable stuff ... i got my own thinking onli... hahas.


lastly the end of this blog... actually i not realli a blogging person... hahas... i started this blog becoz i lost to myself falling for a gal ... until i oso dun know wad to do ... the whole incident shattered my confidence and lost myself... hahas... so this blog was to for me to forget ... remind myself of wad i must do ... the training i must do and the things i must achieve and promises i make... hmmx... but now i dun need to coz i found my gan jue le !!! hahas... my life is getting back into shape le... got the stuff i wanna do and know wad to know... which makes my life meaningful for myself again...

i wont fall for any scopio gals liaox.. hahs.. coz already been warned by my best friend a aries who hates them ... haahs... sry ... i got my life back le ... thanks to ya ... but guess i'd hate ya for a while more... hahas... anyway i'm strong enough to be myself... as myself.. i basically dun give a hoot about u or other ppl.. unless they are meaningful friends if not most pplz mean nothing... tt sounds mean.. but for meaningful friends, i promise and gives them the best of friendship.. yea... friendship rawks.. :P