step 30 ++

hahas...

feeling like myself at last....

relaxed and peace...

thanks to a ending of troublesome problems...

hmmx... completed and settled so mani so mani stuff tt affected me...

and quickly finish exams le then i am a free man...

a free man !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

got plently to blog about ...

1) the end of this blog
2)the stuff at new year
3)how cool my dad is
4)how mani xin shi/xin yuan i settled
5)and my future targets
6)after the exams how perfect i'd be feeling...



lets start from the 6th ... hmmx.... my hair grow back le... i got running shoes le ... i get to run in races nt impt races but at least fit enough to ... i got free jerseys and school track shirts .... I AM PART OF THE SCHOOL TEAM ... honoured... coz i think the coach oso recongises me a bit liaox... i will train hard hard for my 800m.... hmmmx.... I future 3 events are a full marthton , 800m and 5000m ... my fitness and body strength are now finally at the starting steps... hmmx... juz nice to start runnnnnnning !!!
even my house , my room change le ... hahas... i now got a 2 lvl bed... i slping on the second level and my didi on the first ... hmmx... got my piracy !! hahahs like having a picnic in the sky !! my air con oso fix... room oso cleared... now my room is back to the way it almost was in secondary school ... neat and spacious ... enough for me to do my extra jumping around...
for myself... i got back my hair... juz highlighted it... looks alright at least its back to looking neat and normal ... my feelings also 80% cleared le... juz as long as she doesnt appear ... hahas... kinda afraid of her le... afraid and a little hate ... hahas.. but thanks to her... i realli changed my surroundings around me... making me feel a lot a lot a lot better... another 3 months ... i'd be back to ME...

my future targets ? all preparation are done and settled... for the next 3 months ... it'd be juz running sleeping hanging with friends and earn money for self improvement ... piano and cooking will be additional flavour... yupz... contented and full of satisfaction !!!

hmmx... my enviroment is cool !! my new work place will be at citi hall ... media development authority ... wahahas... going to be a accountant there.. but then i sure will go there learn all their skills their work there... coz there is surely a cool place i'd wanna be at...

My running enviroment is cool !! coach and guru is giving me a chance ... the team there is not bad... 3 guys same standard as me ... currently... the team will surely become strong... coz competition makes things more challenging ... haven got to communicate much with the guys there... but things will work out... i'd be going for a race 10km next next sunday !! jia you..

My home enviroment is not bad... my family still is weird ... or i am the heartless one... but then a lot has improvement ... at least now ... my house my home is a place i wan to go back to ... not a dump where i cant even rest in....

i even got my dream cap !!! hahas... and fixed my laptop !!! now juz a watch and PSP to complete my expenses... hahas...


chinese new year ... this year almost nv play black jack all the way manjong... continously ... my skill oso improved ... hahas... won more than 80 bucks from manjong... hahs.. 20++ 30+ from black jack ... hmmmx... the standard 100 bucks winnings every new year ... hahahs...

MY dad is so cool ... hahas... money seems to be no value to him ... hahas... he go gamble telling my ah ma (grandmother).... U lose i pay ... U win u take... then he help my ah ma win like 100++ dollars ( 50% he throw in de) while losing 100++ dollars to my relatives ... then he even cheated hahas... omg ... he pays from his own pocket to those that win then those tt lose he ggive to ah ma...
he juz crap his way in everything... hahahs... yet got his charms and confidence... my dad is lao le... got lose hair le ... got belly de... yet... He's one of the coolest adults i have seem yet... maybe i juz dun know my dad well enough... hahas... but he's one guy i've always respected... onli when sometimes he tells me unreasonable stuff ... i got my own thinking onli... hahas.


lastly the end of this blog... actually i not realli a blogging person... hahas... i started this blog becoz i lost to myself falling for a gal ... until i oso dun know wad to do ... the whole incident shattered my confidence and lost myself... hahas... so this blog was to for me to forget ... remind myself of wad i must do ... the training i must do and the things i must achieve and promises i make... hmmx... but now i dun need to coz i found my gan jue le !!! hahas... my life is getting back into shape le... got the stuff i wanna do and know wad to know... which makes my life meaningful for myself again...

i wont fall for any scopio gals liaox.. hahs.. coz already been warned by my best friend a aries who hates them ... haahs... sry ... i got my life back le ... thanks to ya ... but guess i'd hate ya for a while more... hahas... anyway i'm strong enough to be myself... as myself.. i basically dun give a hoot about u or other ppl.. unless they are meaningful friends if not most pplz mean nothing... tt sounds mean.. but for meaningful friends, i promise and gives them the best of friendship.. yea... friendship rawks.. :P