here i am at su ... at 934 am...
i'm bored... y ? the no life schedule i'm hafing .... I need entertainment or maybe company, or maybe friends to clear out the boredom and sianess in my life...

saying all this most probably shows how weak i'm... back in sec school ... i always had at least 1 best friend one of the most zai/pro pplz in school to company me... keith here and there... yuan zhi at sec 4 .. ze kai at sec 5 .. althea shiling when at sec 5 and after O levels... maybe tts i nv felt tt i need friends,company so much.. each and everyone of them were super close and we spends lotsa time together... thanks to them... my life wasnt at all boring back in secondary school...

currently.. shiling's attached, yuan zhi's attached, ze kai attached, keith is too good at getting gals to be attached... maybe tts y tts y i'm so sianx.. hahas... ever since TEP ... hahas.. and maybe becoz they're too good and close liaox... i didnt accept anyone in poly to be at the same status as them.. i tried... but poly life is hard to build such strong bonds.. without crossing the line... anyway ... i think my life is too sucks le... tts y i'm whining about it... work 2 more weekends.. then take a break bahx ...