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in simple words...

POLICE LIFE IS bored
I dun like to shave my face everyday
the food sucks

K.Drama MO NU Yu HEE rocks

I love my girlfriend !! happy 19th monthsary

Happy birthday to wei siong edwin and wei hong..

actually got expanded version...

Stupid blogspot...

hmx... its going to be 1 yr 6mths for me and her le !!! now currently 1yr5mths
feel like lao fu lao qi le...
but i like her short hair so much...
WAaaa... love ya my gal !!
mustnt everyday eat lunch and my titbits together.. later grow fat fat...
now u working 3 jobs tutition, office and maybank...
must take care of urself kk ..
muack !! >.<
dun worry!!
ure the person where i know...
we can achieve our dreams and hopes together.. !!
whom i can bully and then teng ya so much
whom can hold me tightly and tell me ya're with me
whom is the one i know will last long long long !!
and so much more...
jux wannt let u know...
u're precious !!

hmmmx police oct seemed arggggzzz boring and >.< at first.. but then hmmx.. i guess i realli felt good after watching past videos of the last few batchs ... btw i'm in the 47th batch !!

we get paid higher than ocs if we get combat vocation.. which opened up a lot more for my batch and 46th... there are cool vocations like MRT OC !! So cool !! NPCs Police coast guard (can get ship license) NPOC something like that (can get driving license... STARS... etc etc... but the main thingy is... I think i'll learn a lot there... new friends, new skills and mmuch more...
hope OCT LIFE iS excitig and enriching !! i'll post up lotsa photos !! tt place has a serious Student UNion + Junior college + Track and field = OCT...

my trainers marathon runners -.-"
we has at least 4 hrs max at 8hrs a day
we organise events attend functions and seminars
and we have a committee -.-"

lolx... there are amazing ppl there though.. REALLY JOKERS and funny ppl...
oh ! wearing the peak cap half naked or almoost naked realli feels/looks like a porn star !! LOLx... next time i'll take photos of my buddies !! LOLX...


oh and ITS A 1 person PER LAPTOP system there and i'll be getting mine this coming weeeeeek !!!

WOooooooooooooooooooooo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is a old batch of oct !! cool !!!




Part 1




part 2 of the 39th batch i tihnk !!



the 43rd batch...

watch this !!

Redang trip was super fun ...

double dating in a holiday trip is fun !!

sorry if i was too lazy...
yawnx..
:P

redang is a super romantic refreshing simple yet simply clear ur mind of all sort of city life...

Sooooo....

I wanna go again...


Maybe with juz my gal..

OR double dating again

OR with a whole group of friends ....

THE BEACH is so blue and clear !!!

the fishes will bite u if u dun feed them food...

but the food kinda sucks ...

but still the beach is so blue and clear...

next time i go ...

i wanna wake up late...

scroll the beach... with the morning breeze...with the early sunrise

take a afternoon nap under the sun...

wake up go for a swim...

swim finished liaox... order a super ex yet refreshing drink and dessert...

stroll thru the evening sunset

then lit up candles in the night with my gal...

maybe bbq some nemo :P

lolx...

got to sleep le ... so tired >.< reporting in to POLICe !!


FREEZE DUN MOVE.... PUT UR HANDS UP AND JUMP AROUND !!! COUNT TO 100 and burn ur IC...

yawnxxx.. .

zzzzz

REDANG TRIP !!

sneaking in the resort !!

the beauty of the sea !!

2 nemo

nice beach again ...

CHIOO !!



mo mo tea



clear blue sea !!



nice nice !!



mo mo tea !!!

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COol >.<



super cool !! >.<



feeding the evil minions of the sea..



my gal gal and her princess...
the dog she brought back from redang !! :P



me and her



me and her 2 !!



mo mo tea...




me and wei ming



me and her !!!




struck in sea




me and her 2 !!!

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basically nothing to blog about..

gal gal is saying my vocation is getting me too over my head... therefore...

those interested to know about it ... can find out inside... !!

basic knowledge of it is...

its a 1000 paying admin or ground job after i finish their training

i carry a pistol to do soc

study law a lot of law

share a room with a buddy with a laptop

and eh... i think can bring camera phone de...

tts about it...

wish all my friends whether in sispec or ocs or men...

good luck in ur vocation!!

hmmx..

I'm having status... which means I am on mc... lolz...
yawnz... sore eyes kinda irrating my eyes... hmmmx but nvm ...
I GET TO SLP ALL DAY ... lolz...

hmmmx.. wad to blog about...
maybe a kinda scary yet strong feeling...
i think i found back a bit of wad i've lost..
found the determination and a little bit of something i realli wanna work hard for...

the scary feeling is the future...
i'll be able to survive in anywhere anyhow anytime... but
wad do i wanna in the future.. ??
all the stuff i wanted to do have to be delayed by 2 years...
will it still be possible by then ??
i dun know ?? but i know... i'll hold on and keep hoping.. keep dreaming... and never stop and never give up.. hahas... tts me...
and tts wad make me a different person from others..
kick my ass... the world may crash... the whole world burden will hang on my shoulders... but i'll bite my lips and keep going..

Me..
dreams to feel alive...
hope to cont believing....
determination and bite lips focus to keep walking forward...

Hope everyday is a fresh exciting day...

the one about the past few weeks

so mani stuff to write about... hmmmz

1. the one about the rickshaw man
2.the one about xiaoling flying off
3.the one about althea flyig off
4. the one about my bmtc life
5. the one about my gal...

firstly ... the rickshaw man !! hmmx
coz realli tired le so juz spamming thru shortly all the impt points ...
there was this 50+60 yr old man.. a rickshaw man...
carried 2 of us me and my gal gal... for half an hour..
juz to earn a living... not onli that... but sharing his life story...
every passenger he picks up... he tells himself to keep going keep going...
for ??
his wife and children... for the past 20 yrs leading an honest life working so hard...
making sure his wife and children are taken care of.. even until now...
when young is ah beng type.. but then settle down le then found that he has to be responsible for his family... working so hard so hard... hmmx.. realli learn a lot from him... responsibility...
kindness and honest !! so much valuable stuff in that short half hour of carrying us all over city hall...
in the end... we pay him 40 bucks for the ride.. orginally onli 20 bucks .then he was so grateful.. money may be little things in mylife... but he realli taught me to treasure money and make sure my family and taken care of ...

the one about althea flying off... my secondary click de althea fly off le... so tired le .... eyes dieing le.. so its going to be short... TAKE CARE OUT THERE... hahas... best wishes

the one about xiaoling flying off... my supportive mummy fly off le... gonna miss the both of the ppl flying off... both of them realli play a part in parts of my life... TAKE CARE OUT THERR... hahas..

the one about bmtc..
slack but extremely dirty and smelly.. lolz...
wad to expect from all guys.. lolz...
i'm in falcon pt 2 sect 4 bed 11 btw...
i pass my ippt with 2.4 of 1021 and currently 8 pull ups.. still kinda noob eh... haix.. needa jia you...
i'm improving each week. !!! i lost a total of 7kg while inside le.. thanks to all the LOUSY food ... yawnx...
and my target vocation is PTI ... for those in ns should know...
must jia you jia you ...
about my bunk mates consist of a batch of interesting ppl... got porn admin, club advisors or p.. martial artist and some weird ppl... lolz...from other section even worse.. anyhow ask one person.. also godlike... imagine school 1 CO coming to ur plat .. when u inside bunk.. WTF... hahs.. seriously think got white horse lahx... anyway i'm tired going to slp le lahx...

my gal gal...
sorry about not being able to be there on our monthsary... becoz of field camp... juz wanna let u konw i realli missed u when i was inside... so tired le good nitex my gal gal... and friends and etc...

oh and i completed field camp.. the most dirty and disgusting experience my body even had... it wasnt Tough or tiring ONLI DIRTY SMELLY AND disgusting... 6 days no bath.. food that taste like crap...
yawn slp time. nitex

hmmx... blogging again ..
yawnz.. coz bored and nothing to do...

wonders ....
life ....
what does the future brings ?
i dun know...

shld life have huge hopes and plans
or shld life be simple and plain...

having her besides me feels myself being companied..
happy and comfortable ...
1 yr going 2 mths de relationsihp

let me list down the stuff i spend with her...
watching the funniest and enjoyable shows movies and entertainmenet with her
and holding her tighter to me during the movies
feeeding her all the food that i cant eat ...
hahas.. but in the end also i eat more...
enjoy bullying her... tease her... hahas... boys are like that wad !!
saying she's fat :P when she's not..
cannot everytime praise her.. :P
going to fairs.. such as book fairs , food fair , it fair , shopping fair...
its like treasure hunting !! hehes...
enjoy her napping right beside me...
can make her hair messy , then make it look nice nice again..
enjoy cooking, baking and making food together !!
we made cookies .. GOOD ones !! pasta and spagetti .. the professional kind..
hahas... soup and bread and then make nice nice serve to my didi mei mei..
lolz... so satisfying...
enjoy play with stupid !! the rabbit...
hahas... so cute.. see him run run run then jump and bang the wall..
enjoy the double dates with her and wei ming and kenken..
DD's fun.. hahas... got another couple to crap with ...
enjoy catching lotsa toys with her...
enjoy watching her play my video games...
hahas... silly silly de gal...
enjoy planning and learning about how to prepare for the future...
going to library... finding a nice spot.. sitting down listen to each other...

muackss... thanks for making my life not so lonely and afraid...
understanding and loving me even though i'm still very messed up and still unable to forget some past memories...
but i wanna let u know..
I need u in my all the time !! here and there... learning... working hard together.. doing stuff cooking reading together... yawnnzzzz... tired le lahx... slp time...

Ooooo...
Zero-p*8*8 is on hold !!
until my gal graduates... lolz

dreamed last night..
hahas..
of something impossible..
lolz... at least dreams make it possible... lolz...
thats y dreams are wad connect thots with hope into reality...

oooo....
learn learn learn ...
wth is fiboarcci arcs.
wth is chaikin oscillator
wth is with dow theory
wth is with elliott wave theory..
wth wth wth ...
been thinking when will the bear come ?
so mani stuff.. so lazy me...

every bad thing that happens... will lead to a good thing..
every good thing that happens... also has thorns in it...

First time ever...
my dad approves my choice...
do ur magic.. hpl...

wonders...

i forget to add.. OMG...

stupid is so cute so cute so cute so cute...
lolz... so cute so cute so cute..
he jump jump jump
so stupid... and cute
hahas... but then super se... hahahs..
are all animals like that.. ?
oh man.. need to get him a cute rabbit galfriend..
hahas

my dad...

SUPER ARROGANT AND XIALAN...
OMG>..<

sometimes.. He drives me insane...
kill my braincell...
his decisions are like wth...
juz kill me...
hahas...
but he's a responsible capable dad..
though super LUCKY(as in pure luck) and lazy,rash recently...

actually juz feel like scolding him for fun...
coz sometimes he treat me lousy...
but sometimes he's cute and funny in his way lahx..

hmmx... 4 1/2 yrs of Bull ...
wonder when will the bear come...

got a laptop...

acer !! thanks to ws..
got gd price somemore..
lolz...
even though its not mine.. the laptop..
it's for my dad to use..
but for me to manage for this one last month...

last words.. DAD !! PLS LAHX....
JUZ LISTEN TO ME ONCE !!!!
JUZ SEE WHAT RESULTS IT CAN GIVE !!!

i'm so bored...

so so so

bored...

life is so boring
plain and nothing exciting..
the world is so plain and boring and boring and boring..

I wanna close my eyes and scream out all the boredom and nothingness...

Lolz..

maybe should need to do something crazy like this.. LOlz..

the 2 picts below is ...

tadatada ... Stupid !!
the incredibly cute and funny se se rabbit...
hahahas....
so cute and entertaining !
I gotta save lotsa money for him for his companion/galfriend...
hope i save enough...

money money money come come !!!

going army soon...
being xin fu isnt easy...
but jia you!!!

hmmx !!
I guess my health is back again :D yaaa
got this 1 week of pain in the tummy ...
food poisoning i think.. almost all the nights will wake up and hurt..
juz diet soon... army coming le !!!

working with my dad..
hmmx... good stuff is here got my age ppl to crap with me..
bad stuff is.. my dad nv listens !!! >.<
haix !!! LISTEN !!! HA !
nvm... kinda worried sometimes the way he do stuff...
LHK... haix... worried... !!

1 YEAr coming soooon !!!!
hahas... so fast ...
Me and my gal gal miss lim jin hui is together for 1 year le...
hahahas...
xin fu!! :P still feel xin fu with her !!

ZERO***** !!
in******g !!!
focus and work work work !!!

A quote to inspire myself again !!

"And so the unqiue thing that we do that others do not is, we try to get those transitions before they're obvious. About the time other folks are on it, if we do our job right, we've already got our strategy all in place, we're already moving on the next"
John Chambers

Got a ds lite !!

Oh and i gotta comment on someone blog !! EDWIN !! FUNNY !! hahahas... club crawl realli got ppl warcrying tammy's name ah ?? hahahahas... if i was there i sure laugh until roll all over the floor !!

started work at my dad's office...

lalalas...

found a cool project to work on...

jia you jia you

4 mths since i last blogged !!
my life...
long entry tonight >.< ...

hows life this 4 months ??
i dun know... time flies so fast...
it feels helpless to be unable to grasp time...
i found lots of stuff to keep myself entertained...
sometimes life's gotta be lonely here and there even though everything is already smooth enough...

i've been isolating myself from the world i think since the last event finished...
trying to be least committed to anything or everythin...
tts one way to run away from every comment and troubles that might come...

things happens...
how do i feel ?
i dun know... emotions and thots...
i'm running away again...
trying not to think about anything sad or if anything is missing..
trying to delete all the thots and stuff...
tts y maybe i'd wan her to know...
xie xie ahh maaa...
xie xie ni zhe meh teng wo...
wo ji de... xiao shi hou... ni heng teng wo...
zui teng wo le...
every sunday.. i would receive calls from my aunt house asking if i'm coming to eat dinner..
every sunday... she would call and ask if i'm coming..
every sunday or other days... i would hear my aunt maid telling me that my ah ma everytime ask her y i never go visit her.. y i not coming to eat dinner...
i forgotten about her... forgotten about since i was a baby she was nearby there looking after me till i was secondary and my parents moved to a nearby blk ..
it was a realli simple task to walk over to pay her a visit... but i didnt...
now... i would never have a chance to repay back her kindness and tengness...
i'm angry with myself... for being so selfish in the past...
wanting to be alone and trying to push every committement and responsibility out of my life...
juz because i dun wish to open out..
i was blessed with a very kind grand mother and grandfather that doted on me a lot..
i have a great family.. even though i not the one being doted the most as i'm the eldest..
but i'm glad...
xie xie ah ma and ah gong... i'll remember you always.
ah ma ah gong i'll promise to take care of papa and mama and didi and mei mei de...
at least this promise i'll do my best...

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To my gal...
thanks for being there worrying for me... thinking for me... helping me... accompanying me ...
being there for me always..
but juz wanna let you know...
I know i'm a idiot..
I'm realli glad i have you...
even though i still got thots of past memories..
even though i choose a different path...
even though i always make u rain..
even though i always bully u...
even though i always dream...
but you are my precious silly gal...
whom i'll protect and take care of you !!

Time will fly and things will change ...
maybe one day...
maybe...
things might happen....
but as long as you're mine ,
i'll do my best for uuuuuuuuuuuu....
I'll care for u protect u and take care of you..
spend all my money on you...
make sure u smile and is happy when i am able to make you !!!
make sure u'll wake up every morning smiling!!
muaccckkk...
happy 11mthsary...
may we have another 11plus11plus11plus11plus11plus11TIMESblabblabblabsquare
to go !!!

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feels much better after blogging out this...
i'm going blast out...
all my heart !!
cherishing all my impt people tts keptin my heart...
wishing people that have onced crosspaths with me..
must cherish impt ppl that loves u...

happy b'dae yuan zhi..!!!!!

making sure this doesnt disappear

Making sure this doesnt disappear

Making sure this doesnt disappear

Making sure this doesnt disappear

Making sure this doesnt disappear :D

dfg

dfg

winter's over...
a few thots ...

the mel gibson movie apocoplse or wadever.....
where fear is a disease...

Taiwan president's stragetic moves....

Psp hacking...

Rk house !! funny !! go search youtube

Jungle wa Itsumo Hale nochi Guu anime !! so funny go crunchyroll !!

her stress !!

my thots !!

time to ton tor

i've got all the rest and time to enjoyed le...
i'm satisfied...
now...
its ....
....................

I updated !!!

Time is so little...

not smart enough

not thinking enough

more ideas !!
more knowledge !!
more breakout of the brain !!
more breakthru of the brain !!

expand expand expand !!

hahas...

wad the hell am i toking about :P

yawnzzzzzz..

updated blog ;p