I've been busy nowadays ... lolx...

monday tuesday are my most tiring days... shag me out like nothing.. but it SERIOUSLy feels good exhaust my energy...
I have this urgency, this fear or desire to waste all this energy outta me ... just working every monday to friday isnt satisfying me enough... HAHhas..
for a month or so ... i sleep less than 5 hrs a night for 2-3 nights every week..
hahas.. trying to find entertainment to waste my energy.
I haf something, something that i can drive all my energy into..

I'm going the wrong direction...
I already have event/SU similar work and Ops & trg work to entertain me during work. monday and tuesday night classes for studies... weekends for simple and sweet days with her...
i still got wednesday thursday and friday nights... so much time...
but i've been wasting all my excess energy on entertainment games etc.
this insanity of working somthing out is driving me...

Bring it on...

taste of success is near...

Never push the blame to others , when you're the one who bring urself down....
One may talk wise but is all but talk... lolx..
if one's smart you dont haf to talk about it.
one who is always in a bad position talks smart, give reasons, give smart excuses.
suddenly thinking.. hahas.. a failure talks smart
but if one is always in a good position and choose to talk dumb...
HAHA - Dont lie... HAHA...