working with idiots is tough.
Stood up to my boss.
clarified the situation with him.

let's face it.
Ops & Trg branch is a challenge.
As have my Ops Officer security(ASP) said,
"Being in ops is no easy feat and you will be moulded into someone of better calibre if you can survive this stint."

I've survived the busiest periods working from 7am-11pm(deployment), continous OT for weeks, having classes after work, innocently became scapgoat. Maybe there will be worse scenario...

At least, I've yet to disappoint my boss or other officers' expectation of my work and undermining my capabilities. But Airport Police Ops & Trg Branch does deliver some rare and precious values and rewards. A office of my own, its a real deal/ownage for a NSF. Exclusive experiences at airport transit, expensive goodie bags from events worth $100s.

I should consider myself lucky.

Luck/fate has always been kind to me.

Being in a complete and somewhat financially-abled family.
Being able to have best friends that have lasted.
Being able to spend time with my gf jin hui.
Being able to Win toto
Being able to be healthy
Being able to have my own office
Being able to decorate my room with ikea stuff
Being able to be happier and luckier than most ppl
Being able to have everything I would ever need

zi zui... and appreciate and embrace life.

now, pray pray hard I can clear the exams for ACCA for this SEM
then there would be no restrains/pressure for a CAREFREE, HAPPY MEEeeeee