Tomorrow

What do you expect of your tomorrow ?

Work... get back home, look for things to do, play game , watch videos, slack ?

Arggg !!! F[_](l< !! Its cursing and swearingly dumb pathetic and disgusting.

Everyday, every free time you have, assuming that your work is just a job, nothing exciting just a commitment you have to give to your nation.

Is there any other thing keeping you alive, your life exciting, your life to be look forwarded to tomorrow ?

Entertainment ? I've conquered all sorts of crap entertainments ... Game consoles, MMORPG, PC games, Videos, movies, Tv Shows. Megaupload lets me burn a latest xbox360 or PC game in less than 2 hours. 8gb in 2hrs. 1 WHOLE series of "YOU NAME IT" Drama can be downloaded within 30mis.

During secondary school, I've Had track and field. Training, training, train like a dog, train till dark. Its tiring, but it was really really fun and keep me feeling my life isn't a waste. Thanks to my track team, esp ppl like yuan zhi, ze kai and also people like norman, adam, qin xiang, blab blab blab that added so much so much fun into it. The experience of having a bunch of friends who wants nothing but to work hard and improve is like none other.
My classmates played a major role from then till now too.

During Poly, I've had Student Unions. Planning, Working. Experience working with different people, creating, exploring, successfully had events that was launched. It wasn't easy, but the rewards of having no regrets in an event. Sweet and special. Having a team, or a small group of people working for success is also really special. Special thanks to the committee members that really entertained me. special Thanks to Jean yeo jia yi for JAM and HOp and all the stuff a capable and giving president.
The other event was Sports Fiesta. Special thanks to ho yiting, lam wei siong, Clement , YONG SIANg , ying shya who played a huge part in entertaining and inspiring me and forcing me to vomit blood to complete the event.

After poly, I spend my days with this wonderful girl called miss lim jin hui. we went Genting, Bangkok, Redang and so many other special memories we share. We bake cookies together, cook dinner for my family, do all sorts of crap stuff together... this week she's off to genting with her family and haix, i'm alr missing her.

Present... National service ? I revamped my room with IKEA, made my own desktop, got new bag, became a NSPI, POLICE INSpector which does OTOT work hard with no satisfaction cause the scope is not of value.

But all these are short term targets, I dont want to go home each day and find myself having no dreams... I'm left with 6 more months of National service.

I HATE passing each day without tiring myself out,
without a reason to work hard,
without having hopes and goals for the day.
without a drive

Being deprived of all these really makes life empty and a torment.