hmmx !!
I guess my health is back again :D yaaa
got this 1 week of pain in the tummy ...
food poisoning i think.. almost all the nights will wake up and hurt..
juz diet soon... army coming le !!!

working with my dad..
hmmx... good stuff is here got my age ppl to crap with me..
bad stuff is.. my dad nv listens !!! >.<
haix !!! LISTEN !!! HA !
nvm... kinda worried sometimes the way he do stuff...
LHK... haix... worried... !!

1 YEAr coming soooon !!!!
hahas... so fast ...
Me and my gal gal miss lim jin hui is together for 1 year le...
hahahas...
xin fu!! :P still feel xin fu with her !!

ZERO***** !!
in******g !!!
focus and work work work !!!

A quote to inspire myself again !!

"And so the unqiue thing that we do that others do not is, we try to get those transitions before they're obvious. About the time other folks are on it, if we do our job right, we've already got our strategy all in place, we're already moving on the next"
John Chambers

Got a ds lite !!

Oh and i gotta comment on someone blog !! EDWIN !! FUNNY !! hahahas... club crawl realli got ppl warcrying tammy's name ah ?? hahahahas... if i was there i sure laugh until roll all over the floor !!

started work at my dad's office...

lalalas...

found a cool project to work on...

jia you jia you

4 mths since i last blogged !!
my life...
long entry tonight >.< ...

hows life this 4 months ??
i dun know... time flies so fast...
it feels helpless to be unable to grasp time...
i found lots of stuff to keep myself entertained...
sometimes life's gotta be lonely here and there even though everything is already smooth enough...

i've been isolating myself from the world i think since the last event finished...
trying to be least committed to anything or everythin...
tts one way to run away from every comment and troubles that might come...

things happens...
how do i feel ?
i dun know... emotions and thots...
i'm running away again...
trying not to think about anything sad or if anything is missing..
trying to delete all the thots and stuff...
tts y maybe i'd wan her to know...
xie xie ahh maaa...
xie xie ni zhe meh teng wo...
wo ji de... xiao shi hou... ni heng teng wo...
zui teng wo le...
every sunday.. i would receive calls from my aunt house asking if i'm coming to eat dinner..
every sunday... she would call and ask if i'm coming..
every sunday or other days... i would hear my aunt maid telling me that my ah ma everytime ask her y i never go visit her.. y i not coming to eat dinner...
i forgotten about her... forgotten about since i was a baby she was nearby there looking after me till i was secondary and my parents moved to a nearby blk ..
it was a realli simple task to walk over to pay her a visit... but i didnt...
now... i would never have a chance to repay back her kindness and tengness...
i'm angry with myself... for being so selfish in the past...
wanting to be alone and trying to push every committement and responsibility out of my life...
juz because i dun wish to open out..
i was blessed with a very kind grand mother and grandfather that doted on me a lot..
i have a great family.. even though i not the one being doted the most as i'm the eldest..
but i'm glad...
xie xie ah ma and ah gong... i'll remember you always.
ah ma ah gong i'll promise to take care of papa and mama and didi and mei mei de...
at least this promise i'll do my best...

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To my gal...
thanks for being there worrying for me... thinking for me... helping me... accompanying me ...
being there for me always..
but juz wanna let you know...
I know i'm a idiot..
I'm realli glad i have you...
even though i still got thots of past memories..
even though i choose a different path...
even though i always make u rain..
even though i always bully u...
even though i always dream...
but you are my precious silly gal...
whom i'll protect and take care of you !!

Time will fly and things will change ...
maybe one day...
maybe...
things might happen....
but as long as you're mine ,
i'll do my best for uuuuuuuuuuuu....
I'll care for u protect u and take care of you..
spend all my money on you...
make sure u smile and is happy when i am able to make you !!!
make sure u'll wake up every morning smiling!!
muaccckkk...
happy 11mthsary...
may we have another 11plus11plus11plus11plus11plus11TIMESblabblabblabsquare
to go !!!

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feels much better after blogging out this...
i'm going blast out...
all my heart !!
cherishing all my impt people tts keptin my heart...
wishing people that have onced crosspaths with me..
must cherish impt ppl that loves u...

happy b'dae yuan zhi..!!!!!

making sure this doesnt disappear

Making sure this doesnt disappear

Making sure this doesnt disappear

Making sure this doesnt disappear

Making sure this doesnt disappear :D

dfg

dfg

winter's over...
a few thots ...

the mel gibson movie apocoplse or wadever.....
where fear is a disease...

Taiwan president's stragetic moves....

Psp hacking...

Rk house !! funny !! go search youtube

Jungle wa Itsumo Hale nochi Guu anime !! so funny go crunchyroll !!

her stress !!

my thots !!

time to ton tor

i've got all the rest and time to enjoyed le...
i'm satisfied...
now...
its ....
....................

I updated !!!

Time is so little...

not smart enough

not thinking enough

more ideas !!
more knowledge !!
more breakout of the brain !!
more breakthru of the brain !!

expand expand expand !!

hahas...

wad the hell am i toking about :P

yawnzzzzzz..

updated blog ;p

now right now is 4am on New Year's Eve...

the last entry of the year 2006 !!!!!

my feelings about 2006...

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My achievements !!!

i dun think i achieve much stuff this 2006...
hmmx... i think i remember going for this
national camp
the singapore msia youth camp..
remember trying to play the piano again...
remember myself turning fatter
remember myself become more satisfatied with myself...
becoming more home-based than rushing and staying out of my house...
remember to be less attutide
started reading and learning stuff. newspapers and books...
learn impt stuff about myself what i realli need to learn and understand with ppl and about ppl..
learning to be closer with my family( i still wanna live in my own place though)
still look young.. Pls god let me be young forever... wahahahs
i wonder wad else ?
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Special Moments !!

Yupz !! there are lotsa memorable stuff i did this year...
i remember my birthday..
i recieved 4 old friends sincerity and some impt friends and impt ppl's present...
some may be tiny some may be lotsa effort..
but i know... and can feel those zhen xin.. ahahas...
i remember her !!
how she became mine...
I remember our cookie baking time...
her first hug that i felt special
our first moments... (kinda er xin to put these stuff out.. hahas.. but all pure and not A-rated)
first arguement... hahas...
her ring...
our movies... @ the new cathy..
hahas.. my special ideas and effort..
oops... change topic..
Oh... I remember the genting trip !!
hahas.. it's fun to go overseas or travelling with friends :D

Hmmmx...
Did i forget anything ?? hope Not !!

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My bad !!

what have i done bad this year ...

hmmx...

been mean in my words on people.. sorry
set so mani wants and expectation of myself and demoralize myself in the end..
in the end lose confidence then luckily shiling knock sense to my head... saying wa lau eh then if u think like that then wad about those that are super fat and dumb think ... hahas...
laugh at and about ppl.. hahas.. sorry !!!
being lazy !!!
think about some pplz that i should haf forgotten ...
being too colour appreciation day way too mani days...
rude to my parents..
hafing a bad temper....
attitude and arrogant...

I hope i dun forget any !! My bad !!

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next year.. in 2007

I still wanna have her by my side making sure she's happy..
make my current few dreams/wants a reality..
not verbally but manually...
be happy myself...
my friends to be happy...

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wad u will see in me in 2007

me and her...
me working like crazy for my dreams...
me being happy
me driving a car/van/lorry
me doing wad i like.. examples like cookie baking running rotting
me hopefully living on my own..
me in army
me working crazy after work..
me going out with my little silblings...
me looking young...
me hanging out with a few but impt true friends...
me being stubborn like hell!!
me never losing hope!!
me talking less
me being simply simple and satisfied !!
me being me !!!


Cheers... to all !!! happy new year

2007 here i come !!!

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Quotes !!

My favs...

"It has never been about never giving up...
its about never losing hope"
Anonymous

"And so the unqiue thing that we do that others do not is, we try to get those transitions before they're obvious. About the time other folks are on it, if we do our job right, we've already got our strategy all in place, we're already moving on the next"
John Chambers

"When in doubt, mumble; when in trouble, delegate; when in charge, ponder."
James H. Boren

Try, try, try, and keep on trying is the rule that must be followed to become an expert in anything.
W. Clement Stone


My Meaningfuls

"Look at a day when you are supremely satisfied at the end. It's not a day when you lounge around doing nothing; it's when you've had everything to do, and you've done it."
Lord Acton

"When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us."
Alexander Graham Bell

success: Concentrate your energy, thoughts and capital exclusively upon what you are engaged. Having begun on one line, resolve to fight, to lead in it, to adopt every improvement, to have the best equipment, and to know the most about it.
Anonymous

Hell, there are no rules here - we're trying to accomplish something.
Thomas A. Edison

yawnzz..
530 le....

new year resolution ...

Make reality out of my mind...

Simple...
Sweet...
but...
Not easy...

bored...
life need a fight..
a push...
a strong want or desire.. to feel alive..

feel blues now...
its the kind of boring nothing interesting in life feeling that i think lots of people haf..

hmmx... i betcha there are at least some or a few ppl/ friends that has totally no idea wad to do in the future or wad we will be doing in the next 5 years..
are u doing somehting u like ?
wad will u be like ?
will we see old friends...
maybe the clever ones in a stable job with a stable pay and life...
maybe the less result driven friends/ppl be in a low paying unstable job..
maybe 3 years of poly has no aid in the job or the society..
What are u doing now ?
what do u wanna to do in the future..

for those who knows...
congrats...
for those who dun know and not thinking about this...
continue the optistic thinking ...
for those who dun know.. and keep flooding ur head with this...
ahhas... jia you ...

for me...

I kinda haf the opportunity of these 3...
I can ...
work for my dad and earn more than those who work more than 10 yrs in my field..
i study accounts btw...
I can cont studying at Acca..
or overseas studies for accounts...
but i kinda dislike my field...

this 2 above is one of my choices ... but either one kinda sucks...

the future...
what defines u as successful ?

What kind of future do u want or expect...

Rich = successful ?
High Social Status = Successful ?
Happy = successful ?

To be rich...
A few easy ways to get rich...
One of the most famous is if u are a beautiful woman ... find a rich old man...
lolz...or a capable rich man...
but at the same time... they are so rich they could always dump u and haf plenty of beautiful woman as they are rich...
so i recommend rich old man...
and u better do that before u are 30.. coz by that time ur attractiveness becomes zero...

any famous way is strike lottery...
but u gotta haf plenty of cash to bet long term...

the preferred way of large companies is the stock exchange and forex...
dun know how to play them...
u can try marketiva for fake foreign exchange trials..
hahas.. but dun put money in them..

The preferred way of investors to earn money is REits ..
wads that ? Its real estate investments..
Y ? imagine a 3 yrs ago marina bay apartment is worth ? 1000 or less per square feet ...
currently ... it can hit 2000 or more.. this isnt exact figures.. its juz estimates...

the old saying of a huge way to make mmoney...
wait for the finanical crisis where everything everystock every land starts falling...
thats where u buy and wait for 5 yrs.. but
basically thats where u got a problem..
where's the money and how to last so long...

the lastest trend and ideas...
Online selling ...
success of ebay and google...
this i dun think i need to say more...
50000 impressions and 500 unique clicks per day can earn u 300-500 US dollars a day...
but thats juz for now... it'll come crashing in a few years time...

U got a idea and u think it can make money...
first few stuff u gotta think...

if u can do it... can ppl do it ?
do u haf the market first...
next do u haf the money...
blab blab blab ...
it could go on forever...
positively...
u can ask urself...
Do u haf the determination...
Are u willing to risk it all to do it...

anyway this is all on rich= successful...

If u plan to be rich=happy... I dun know !!!

Next thing would be status= successful ...

hahas.. i got no comments in it...
coz i dun realli believe in the social status etc..
even the lowest caste in the india society can be a high judge..
u may be the richest dude but ur character sucks..
u may be the poorest dude but u speak of intergity etc...
hahas...

lalas...

lastly happy=succesful..

hahas..
to be cont...

anyway...

gotta always haf something ahead to look forward to...
at least thats wad i think i need now.. something to look forward to ...

a wicked insane evil dream ... wahahs...
blast

our piggy. =)

Hmmz...

its raining ...
lotsa of thunder and lightning..
better take care :D

ouch... stomach pain ...
arggz so er xin...
vomitting and stomach ouches..

:D