Hmmmz... once... life was onli white and black ...
Simple... where the world was good and bad...
as time flies... life becomes different...
though how much wishes and hopes that things would be the same..
life isnt as simple as it was ...
other colours came about...
different colours...
clueless of truth...
clueless of true feelings...
It aint simple no more...

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hmmx...
I'm lucky... seriously..
I got friends tt truely... deep from their hearts that care... i would onli name a few and i too ... Deep from my heart and mentally that will give them my best...
at least this is true... True thots and feelings...

hmmx...
yet, weird...
untrue thots ... untrue intentions...
untrue feelings...
hmmx...
these are strange... yet they exist in humans...
if U speak... for a untrue intention..
If u act... for an untrue reason
If u feel ... for an untrue thots
Then... A question...
Do u think wad u gain is true.. ??
Is really deep from the heart ??
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juz a urge to remind myself and my friends...
take a slap... and recongise true important stuff...
make ur intentions truthful...
make ur decision truthful...
make ur words truthful...
make ur feelings truthful...
... if ya're lazy to be tt way to the whole wide world...
at least be this way to a few impt pplz in ya life...
anyway true friendship and caring of others...
aint tt simple... understand and cherish and protect..
its not juz words... its consideration of others thots..
and at the same time being true to the person and oneself !!
with this ... i end this entry >.<
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Now... though its kinda a week or days late...

I delicate this entry to 2 friends tt made my life realli better...
with their true friendship to me >.<
and mine to them.. whom their birhtday juz ended...

Hmmmx... first ... ze kai bahx..
A down to earth...
A man of his word...
and a super training mate in secondary school >.<
lolz... my track captain..
hmmx... Happy belated b'dae ... >.< if cont will sound gay ... so yeah ...
anyway.. loLZ... dun jio pretty gals all the time lahz...
ahahsh.. got go out jio me lahx... friends are much more fun sometimes >.<

Next clement !!
Lolz.. hahas...
also a down to earth
man of his word... kinda similar leo >.<
hmmx... also a super good training mate in poly .. for running...
LOLz... didnt know u and ze got some qualities the same until i type urs out,... LOLZ... and was my junior in SU camp >.<
Hmmx... Dun stress too much over studies...
hmmz... SU oso dun think so much ...
FREEDOM is the word !! anyway... jia you..

recently not enough heart power and mind power... but realli see ya 2 as impt pplz >.< ... hahas... lolz... NO time... !!

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Lastly... recently I cant be bothered to condemm pplz oki .... LOlz...
Even if i dun even wish to look at that person...
It doesnt mean i condemm ...
juz i dun feel like it... lOlz...
anyway... since things are fine like this...
juz keep it like this...
Life is sianx... but after exams.... in 3 weeks time... It 3 mths holiday...
Wahahas... Its my turn for a laugh... *evil laugh

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hmmx... I fortunate... I'm a lousy fellow.. unable to balance my time... and needs lotsa freedom to go crazy.. yet thankfully i have ....
Hmmx... I'm lucky to haf ...
true and sincere to friendship....
responsible...
rubbishy yet ....
realli concentrated...
and truely .....
wahahas... Thanks !!!

I'm more than contented and forturate to haf ya...
bleahx >.<...

ahhh... RAwKKkss...

I juz destroyed my room !! lolz...
Finally after a zillion years of rotting and piling up of crap...

got the motivation to make my life.. my enviroment ... my management all..
striaght and planned.. neat and tidy...

yeahz...
gonna make a list of stuff i wanna do ...
Yeah

a clear simple nothingness...
upon my life...
projects...
ICAs...
Sports...
Wanna clear up my life..
Right here ... Right now >.<

1 more month till this sem ends...

my long awaited semester holiday...

Will break free from everything...

I wan my life to be filled with nothing >.<
juz simplicity...
lotsa healthy sports
lotsa her
lotsa quality time with friends
lotsa time to entertain myself
work a bit to earn some income...

I wanna refresh my life...
Refresh, Repolish , Revitalise my life ...

Lost my Handhpone btw...
email me or call me @67866588 to contact me...

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I give my friends my best ...
and every support and help i could to my friends...
I give all my best my 120% to them if they need me ...
coz they have been with me ...
companied me...
Entertained me ...
be by my side...
Keep me going...
cheering me On...
Pick me up when i fall...
Share our hearts...
i could bare my heart to them...
bare my thots to them...
they'll tell me wads right and wads wrong...
thanks for being around me...
contented i have u guys...
haahahs.. dun wish to have more le... juz u guys will be enough to last for me for a lifetime...

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Studies and project...
get it done and over with ... Jia you Jia YOu jIa YOu ><

ouCHX !!!  

lol -.- :P 

BoWliNG STRIKKKKEeeEE !!!!  

My PSP !!! >.< White and pure ... And It RockS !!  

UNclE UNCLE ME  

BaKA ShiLING & ME >.<  

IPP times >.< lolz -.-"  

Shiling's present !! NAHAHAS  

life is bliss ...
I have lotsa precious stuff
and have lotsa entertainment !!!

hmmx...
3mths of holidays for me !!!!!!!!
But after exams....

Finance is running low !!
lotsa projects for me >.<
hmmx...
after exams..
i wanna work part time for some time
earn and save some money ...


Exciting stuff is happening
getting a 6500mps cable for INTERNET
My family like getting to move to a condo ??
getting a Xbox 360
hacking psp
getting games for PS2
getting lotsa of vcd to watch !!!

Yaaa... its my turn now to enjoy ...

after the exams though >.<

life with freedom...

freedom is wads its all about... !!!!

Simple life is good enough for me...

hmmx... finally back in singapore after a ridculous national camp to malaysia...

hmmx... the camp ??
Politics ??
Objectives Lost ??
clickes ??
bootlickers ??
friendship ??
Time management ??
Attitudes ??
and Self-rest ??
Own thinking and thots ??

i learn and recovered from the camp is how impt stubborn ideals and thots are ...
believing in wads right , Believing in wads wrong...
And standing to our beliefs...

Politics and bootlickers are -.-"
play dumb thruout the camp.. saw many poor politics played ,
many different actors and many different roles..
Different leadership and different thots...
hahas.. poor politics played... lolz...

Thruout the camp... I recongised and remembered my friendships in singapore... and how impt and precious they are...

thanks to a few friends in the camp that doesnt have any friends in life...
They blasted me 3 on 1 on how unimportant and how unreliable my friends are...
tell me not to treat my friends so well, tell me tt they will leave me in lurch when i needed them... A stunned situation .. where i cant talk win.. as they were older and "much more experience than me " lolz...

after tt talk .. i did some soul searching... When u need help ... u dun seek ur friends.. U seek urself... U cant be dependent on ur friends on every problems u haf... next.. My friends... if i had a serious problem , serious lurch... 1 thing i can be sure.. my friends had nv left me alone.. i'm still young, or acting young .. but at least i know... I had made a few precious and impt friends in my life...

I cherish and take good care of them ... giving my best , giving a real, simple, friendship tt last a lifetime...

i may be young now.. inexperience.. noob wadever.. but right here , right now... after many setbacks... after many comments from others.. I still believe in my friends.. coz they make me believe so...

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camp is over >.< not a bad memory .. made some fun friends, learnt some lame jokes.. and had good sleeps...
feeling energentic >.< feels prefect and wanna make my impt friends life better >.<
back to my old self.. and it rocks ... time to do nice fun stuffs to my friends

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hmmx...
feeling low... being forced to do things u are unwilling to do ?? torture...
no time for urself... remember how time was easy for urself..
take a deep breathe... go crazy for a while...
then .. take 1 day off .. 1 day off from any kind of work... sleeep !!!! and go pack up ur life.. find stuffs that motivates u ... pictures, rubbishs >.<
take care of urself, make sure.. ur life, ur heart and soul is on the right direction... with tt .. take care >.< if need entertainment.. hahas.. me will be there >< lolz...

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to all those friends having a bad day...

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lastly my thots...

I dun wanna be involved in any sort of committement liaox..

I wanna to be free, i wanna make up to my friends...
my responsibility is fuifilled...
tO those upcoming SU members...
take care of SU ... >.<

not forgetting ....
I wanna committ to ... too
2 mths ke ...

ahhas.. bleahx !! >.<