Hmmmz... once... life was onli white and black ...
Simple... where the world was good and bad...
as time flies... life becomes different...
though how much wishes and hopes that things would be the same..
life isnt as simple as it was ...
other colours came about...
different colours...
clueless of truth...
clueless of true feelings...
It aint simple no more...

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hmmx...
I'm lucky... seriously..
I got friends tt truely... deep from their hearts that care... i would onli name a few and i too ... Deep from my heart and mentally that will give them my best...
at least this is true... True thots and feelings...

hmmx...
yet, weird...
untrue thots ... untrue intentions...
untrue feelings...
hmmx...
these are strange... yet they exist in humans...
if U speak... for a untrue intention..
If u act... for an untrue reason
If u feel ... for an untrue thots
Then... A question...
Do u think wad u gain is true.. ??
Is really deep from the heart ??
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juz a urge to remind myself and my friends...
take a slap... and recongise true important stuff...
make ur intentions truthful...
make ur decision truthful...
make ur words truthful...
make ur feelings truthful...
... if ya're lazy to be tt way to the whole wide world...
at least be this way to a few impt pplz in ya life...
anyway true friendship and caring of others...
aint tt simple... understand and cherish and protect..
its not juz words... its consideration of others thots..
and at the same time being true to the person and oneself !!
with this ... i end this entry >.<
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Now... though its kinda a week or days late...

I delicate this entry to 2 friends tt made my life realli better...
with their true friendship to me >.<
and mine to them.. whom their birhtday juz ended...

Hmmmx... first ... ze kai bahx..
A down to earth...
A man of his word...
and a super training mate in secondary school >.<
lolz... my track captain..
hmmx... Happy belated b'dae ... >.< if cont will sound gay ... so yeah ...
anyway.. loLZ... dun jio pretty gals all the time lahz...
ahahsh.. got go out jio me lahx... friends are much more fun sometimes >.<

Next clement !!
Lolz.. hahas...
also a down to earth
man of his word... kinda similar leo >.<
hmmx... also a super good training mate in poly .. for running...
LOLz... didnt know u and ze got some qualities the same until i type urs out,... LOLZ... and was my junior in SU camp >.<
Hmmx... Dun stress too much over studies...
hmmz... SU oso dun think so much ...
FREEDOM is the word !! anyway... jia you..

recently not enough heart power and mind power... but realli see ya 2 as impt pplz >.< ... hahas... lolz... NO time... !!

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Lastly... recently I cant be bothered to condemm pplz oki .... LOlz...
Even if i dun even wish to look at that person...
It doesnt mean i condemm ...
juz i dun feel like it... lOlz...
anyway... since things are fine like this...
juz keep it like this...
Life is sianx... but after exams.... in 3 weeks time... It 3 mths holiday...
Wahahas... Its my turn for a laugh... *evil laugh

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hmmx... I fortunate... I'm a lousy fellow.. unable to balance my time... and needs lotsa freedom to go crazy.. yet thankfully i have ....
Hmmx... I'm lucky to haf ...
true and sincere to friendship....
responsible...
rubbishy yet ....
realli concentrated...
and truely .....
wahahas... Thanks !!!

I'm more than contented and forturate to haf ya...
bleahx >.<...