Simple life is good enough for me...

hmmx... finally back in singapore after a ridculous national camp to malaysia...

hmmx... the camp ??
Politics ??
Objectives Lost ??
clickes ??
bootlickers ??
friendship ??
Time management ??
Attitudes ??
and Self-rest ??
Own thinking and thots ??

i learn and recovered from the camp is how impt stubborn ideals and thots are ...
believing in wads right , Believing in wads wrong...
And standing to our beliefs...

Politics and bootlickers are -.-"
play dumb thruout the camp.. saw many poor politics played ,
many different actors and many different roles..
Different leadership and different thots...
hahas.. poor politics played... lolz...

Thruout the camp... I recongised and remembered my friendships in singapore... and how impt and precious they are...

thanks to a few friends in the camp that doesnt have any friends in life...
They blasted me 3 on 1 on how unimportant and how unreliable my friends are...
tell me not to treat my friends so well, tell me tt they will leave me in lurch when i needed them... A stunned situation .. where i cant talk win.. as they were older and "much more experience than me " lolz...

after tt talk .. i did some soul searching... When u need help ... u dun seek ur friends.. U seek urself... U cant be dependent on ur friends on every problems u haf... next.. My friends... if i had a serious problem , serious lurch... 1 thing i can be sure.. my friends had nv left me alone.. i'm still young, or acting young .. but at least i know... I had made a few precious and impt friends in my life...

I cherish and take good care of them ... giving my best , giving a real, simple, friendship tt last a lifetime...

i may be young now.. inexperience.. noob wadever.. but right here , right now... after many setbacks... after many comments from others.. I still believe in my friends.. coz they make me believe so...

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camp is over >.< not a bad memory .. made some fun friends, learnt some lame jokes.. and had good sleeps...
feeling energentic >.< feels prefect and wanna make my impt friends life better >.<
back to my old self.. and it rocks ... time to do nice fun stuffs to my friends

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hmmx...
feeling low... being forced to do things u are unwilling to do ?? torture...
no time for urself... remember how time was easy for urself..
take a deep breathe... go crazy for a while...
then .. take 1 day off .. 1 day off from any kind of work... sleeep !!!! and go pack up ur life.. find stuffs that motivates u ... pictures, rubbishs >.<
take care of urself, make sure.. ur life, ur heart and soul is on the right direction... with tt .. take care >.< if need entertainment.. hahas.. me will be there >< lolz...

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to all those friends having a bad day...

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lastly my thots...

I dun wanna be involved in any sort of committement liaox..

I wanna to be free, i wanna make up to my friends...
my responsibility is fuifilled...
tO those upcoming SU members...
take care of SU ... >.<

not forgetting ....
I wanna committ to ... too
2 mths ke ...

ahhas.. bleahx !! >.<