find myself too negative and inconfident ...
get a life !!
not to worries...
time to find keith for evil entertainment... hahas..
time to find yuan zhi hopefully clement too for track training...
time to find shiling and ze kai to cafes and chill...
time to find Tep friends for bowling etc hopefully ...
but then be4 tt study first loh ...
today rest day... rest my legs.. hahas... to get to top 3 for 10km ... i needa run 40mins ... not 49mins... to get into top 6 for 800m ... needa run 2mins 05secs ... to get into top6 for 5 km.. its 18mins...
focus.. !! end of class le ...
Thursday, January 26, 2006
step 26
find myself too negative and inconfident ...
get a life !!
not to worries...
time to find keith for evil entertainment... hahas..
time to find yuan zhi hopefully clement too for track training...
time to find shiling and ze kai to cafes and chill...
time to find Tep friends for bowling etc hopefully ...
but then be4 tt study first loh ...
today rest day... rest my legs.. hahas... to get to top 3 for 10km ... i needa run 40mins ... not 49mins... to get into top 6 for 800m ... needa run 2mins 05secs ... to get into top6 for 5 km.. its 18mins...
focus.. !! end of class le ...
get a life !!
not to worries...
time to find keith for evil entertainment... hahas..
time to find yuan zhi hopefully clement too for track training...
time to find shiling and ze kai to cafes and chill...
time to find Tep friends for bowling etc hopefully ...
but then be4 tt study first loh ...
today rest day... rest my legs.. hahas... to get to top 3 for 10km ... i needa run 40mins ... not 49mins... to get into top 6 for 800m ... needa run 2mins 05secs ... to get into top6 for 5 km.. its 18mins...
focus.. !! end of class le ...
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Step -25
the end...
guess i deserve every single bit of this results....
i dun know how to express myself now le...
cant believe i would end up in a state like this...
hahas... dunnoe y i gotten so deep into it..
until i find myself able to cont tt feeling even if i would still end up with nothing...
hahas... so sad manx...
i used to be unbeatable , wont be affected by this kinda stuff...
i wont juz cant be bother or i would juz give serious attitude problem so i wont need to get myself too into it....
hahaas... guess i failed... lost miserably !!
Dun appear can ? coz i dun know wad kinda feeling i would haf...
Juz dun come anywhere near k .... save me some pity bahx...
yupz... no point thinking bout this kinda stuff le... hopefully time would take this fast fast away !!! concentrate on regaining my heart, confidence and faith first bahx...
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Ran 35 rounds around track... 1hr 10 mins... ran 10km at 49mins... its nothing good at all ... needa be stronger... needa work harder... hahas... my mummy says i got self torture de character... hahas... maybe bahx... as long as i get regain myself , character and faith and never say die to nothing de confidence... i dun mind work till i drop... face it... i'm not me anymore... face it... i am nothing compared to the old me anymore... the strong, loyal true friend to my peers... the confidence true jian qiang i used to haf to face every problem and people...
i'll work hard to get my life back to the neat organised simple life.. with track and friends... the 2 most impt things i haf... then my jiang qiang & yuan ze & pride will come back !!
guess i deserve every single bit of this results....
i dun know how to express myself now le...
cant believe i would end up in a state like this...
hahas... dunnoe y i gotten so deep into it..
until i find myself able to cont tt feeling even if i would still end up with nothing...
hahas... so sad manx...
i used to be unbeatable , wont be affected by this kinda stuff...
i wont juz cant be bother or i would juz give serious attitude problem so i wont need to get myself too into it....
hahaas... guess i failed... lost miserably !!
Dun appear can ? coz i dun know wad kinda feeling i would haf...
Juz dun come anywhere near k .... save me some pity bahx...
yupz... no point thinking bout this kinda stuff le... hopefully time would take this fast fast away !!! concentrate on regaining my heart, confidence and faith first bahx...
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Ran 35 rounds around track... 1hr 10 mins... ran 10km at 49mins... its nothing good at all ... needa be stronger... needa work harder... hahas... my mummy says i got self torture de character... hahas... maybe bahx... as long as i get regain myself , character and faith and never say die to nothing de confidence... i dun mind work till i drop... face it... i'm not me anymore... face it... i am nothing compared to the old me anymore... the strong, loyal true friend to my peers... the confidence true jian qiang i used to haf to face every problem and people...
i'll work hard to get my life back to the neat organised simple life.. with track and friends... the 2 most impt things i haf... then my jiang qiang & yuan ze & pride will come back !!
Step -25
the end...
guess i deserve every single bit of this results....
i dun know how to express myself now le...
cant believe i would end up in a state like this...
hahas... dunnoe y i gotten so deep into it..
until i find myself able to cont tt feeling even if i would still end up with nothing...
hahas... so sad manx...
i used to be unbeatable , wont be affected by this kinda stuff...
i wont juz cant be bother or i would juz give serious attitude problem so i wont need to get myself too into it....
hahaas... guess i failed... lost miserably !!
Dun appear can ? coz i dun know wad kinda feeling i would haf...
Juz dun come anywhere near k .... save me some pity bahx...
yupz... no point thinking bout this kinda stuff le... hopefully time would take this fast fast away !!! concentrate on regaining my heart, confidence and faith first bahx...
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Ran 35 rounds around track... 1hr 10 mins... ran 10km at 49mins... its nothing good at all ... needa be stronger... needa work harder... hahas... my mummy says i got self torture de character... hahas... maybe bahx... as long as i get regain myself , character and faith and never say die to nothing de confidence... i dun mind work till i drop... face it... i'm not me anymore... face it... i am nothing compared to the old me anymore... the strong, loyal true friend to my peers... the confidence true jian qiang i used to haf to face every problem and people...
i'll work hard to get my life back to the neat organised simple life.. with track and friends... the 2 most impt things i haf... then my jiang qiang & yuan ze & pride will come back !!
guess i deserve every single bit of this results....
i dun know how to express myself now le...
cant believe i would end up in a state like this...
hahas... dunnoe y i gotten so deep into it..
until i find myself able to cont tt feeling even if i would still end up with nothing...
hahas... so sad manx...
i used to be unbeatable , wont be affected by this kinda stuff...
i wont juz cant be bother or i would juz give serious attitude problem so i wont need to get myself too into it....
hahaas... guess i failed... lost miserably !!
Dun appear can ? coz i dun know wad kinda feeling i would haf...
Juz dun come anywhere near k .... save me some pity bahx...
yupz... no point thinking bout this kinda stuff le... hopefully time would take this fast fast away !!! concentrate on regaining my heart, confidence and faith first bahx...
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Ran 35 rounds around track... 1hr 10 mins... ran 10km at 49mins... its nothing good at all ... needa be stronger... needa work harder... hahas... my mummy says i got self torture de character... hahas... maybe bahx... as long as i get regain myself , character and faith and never say die to nothing de confidence... i dun mind work till i drop... face it... i'm not me anymore... face it... i am nothing compared to the old me anymore... the strong, loyal true friend to my peers... the confidence true jian qiang i used to haf to face every problem and people...
i'll work hard to get my life back to the neat organised simple life.. with track and friends... the 2 most impt things i haf... then my jiang qiang & yuan ze & pride will come back !!
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
step 24
its 24th jan !! 3am.. juz finish a run and bath... today shall be my rest day...
hmmx... realli gotta study le ...
wad i feel like saying wanna say already said...
now can peacefully leave things aside and work hard !!!
hmmx... realli gotta study le ...
wad i feel like saying wanna say already said...
now can peacefully leave things aside and work hard !!!
step 24
its 24th jan !! 3am.. juz finish a run and bath... today shall be my rest day...
hmmx... realli gotta study le ...
wad i feel like saying wanna say already said...
now can peacefully leave things aside and work hard !!!
hmmx... realli gotta study le ...
wad i feel like saying wanna say already said...
now can peacefully leave things aside and work hard !!!
Monday, January 23, 2006
Step 23- messy afternoon
got mani mani thots...
yet dun know how to say...
wadever...
I've decided...
thks to my friends ...
I juz wanted to reconfirm my thots..
I may nv be some1 special to ya...
I may nv take a place in ur heart...
but wadever....
but juz 4 a thot...
maybe 1 day... rmb me as a special some1...
wAdever...
hitz dAz roaDs 2niTeZ...
yE@...
yet dun know how to say...
wadever...
I've decided...
thks to my friends ...
I juz wanted to reconfirm my thots..
I may nv be some1 special to ya...
I may nv take a place in ur heart...
but wadever....
but juz 4 a thot...
maybe 1 day... rmb me as a special some1...
wAdever...
hitz dAz roaDs 2niTeZ...
yE@...
Step 23- messy afternoon
got mani mani thots...
yet dun know how to say...
wadever...
I've decided...
thks to my friends ...
I juz wanted to reconfirm my thots..
I may nv be some1 special to ya...
I may nv take a place in ur heart...
but wadever....
but juz 4 a thot...
maybe 1 day... rmb me as a special some1...
wAdever...
hitz dAz roaDs 2niTeZ...
yE@...
yet dun know how to say...
wadever...
I've decided...
thks to my friends ...
I juz wanted to reconfirm my thots..
I may nv be some1 special to ya...
I may nv take a place in ur heart...
but wadever....
but juz 4 a thot...
maybe 1 day... rmb me as a special some1...
wAdever...
hitz dAz roaDs 2niTeZ...
yE@...
step 23
hahas... its 1am in the morning ... my legs are shagged... tmr got lotsa stuff to complete.. and i am eating new year goodies..
Lost my wallet !!
the lucky person who finds my wallet at tampines library tt area...
return it to bahx... hahas.. fat hope... but no harm asking ...
I brought NEW RUNNING GEAR...
New shoe , socks and singlet...
yea... time to hit daz road...
Lost my wallet !!
the lucky person who finds my wallet at tampines library tt area...
return it to bahx... hahas.. fat hope... but no harm asking ...
I brought NEW RUNNING GEAR...
New shoe , socks and singlet...
yea... time to hit daz road...
step 23
hahas... its 1am in the morning ... my legs are shagged... tmr got lotsa stuff to complete.. and i am eating new year goodies..
Lost my wallet !!
the lucky person who finds my wallet at tampines library tt area...
return it to bahx... hahas.. fat hope... but no harm asking ...
I brought NEW RUNNING GEAR...
New shoe , socks and singlet...
yea... time to hit daz road...
Lost my wallet !!
the lucky person who finds my wallet at tampines library tt area...
return it to bahx... hahas.. fat hope... but no harm asking ...
I brought NEW RUNNING GEAR...
New shoe , socks and singlet...
yea... time to hit daz road...
Sunday, January 22, 2006
step 22...
damm it... tired... need slp... like 1 whole week slping less than 5 hrs most of the days...
hahs... hates to see tt person... the mood ,the reaction & myself will go haywire...
i'm an idiot and has yet to let go of it...
i promised myself 1 yr... after tt... i'll let go ...
before tt... can/are we be/still friends?
after tt.. can/are we still/be friends/will we stay friends?
Friendship is important to me... if i ever admitted some1 as a friend... true friend...
I give them everything i can for them ... as long as i am able to...
coz a true friend is one tt is real.. and tt i would take u along for life !!! coz i'll always be there !!!
Let's now not think so much le...
less than 3 more weeks i would be seeing school or etc anymore le...
so best not thikn and work...
I train hard hard... for track... next yr , my last yr... give it ur best...
disciple, passion, and motivation...
hahas... the next 3 weeks is all mine... settle the studies, settle the fitness...
there will be no days 4 SU , for entertainment..
yupz .... tts tt..
hahs... hates to see tt person... the mood ,the reaction & myself will go haywire...
i'm an idiot and has yet to let go of it...
i promised myself 1 yr... after tt... i'll let go ...
before tt... can/are we be/still friends?
after tt.. can/are we still/be friends/will we stay friends?
Friendship is important to me... if i ever admitted some1 as a friend... true friend...
I give them everything i can for them ... as long as i am able to...
coz a true friend is one tt is real.. and tt i would take u along for life !!! coz i'll always be there !!!
Let's now not think so much le...
less than 3 more weeks i would be seeing school or etc anymore le...
so best not thikn and work...
I train hard hard... for track... next yr , my last yr... give it ur best...
disciple, passion, and motivation...
hahas... the next 3 weeks is all mine... settle the studies, settle the fitness...
there will be no days 4 SU , for entertainment..
yupz .... tts tt..
step 22...
damm it... tired... need slp... like 1 whole week slping less than 5 hrs most of the days...
hahs... hates to see tt person... the mood ,the reaction & myself will go haywire...
i'm an idiot and has yet to let go of it...
i promised myself 1 yr... after tt... i'll let go ...
before tt... can/are we be/still friends?
after tt.. can/are we still/be friends/will we stay friends?
Friendship is important to me... if i ever admitted some1 as a friend... true friend...
I give them everything i can for them ... as long as i am able to...
coz a true friend is one tt is real.. and tt i would take u along for life !!! coz i'll always be there !!!
Let's now not think so much le...
less than 3 more weeks i would be seeing school or etc anymore le...
so best not thikn and work...
I train hard hard... for track... next yr , my last yr... give it ur best...
disciple, passion, and motivation...
hahas... the next 3 weeks is all mine... settle the studies, settle the fitness...
there will be no days 4 SU , for entertainment..
yupz .... tts tt..
hahs... hates to see tt person... the mood ,the reaction & myself will go haywire...
i'm an idiot and has yet to let go of it...
i promised myself 1 yr... after tt... i'll let go ...
before tt... can/are we be/still friends?
after tt.. can/are we still/be friends/will we stay friends?
Friendship is important to me... if i ever admitted some1 as a friend... true friend...
I give them everything i can for them ... as long as i am able to...
coz a true friend is one tt is real.. and tt i would take u along for life !!! coz i'll always be there !!!
Let's now not think so much le...
less than 3 more weeks i would be seeing school or etc anymore le...
so best not thikn and work...
I train hard hard... for track... next yr , my last yr... give it ur best...
disciple, passion, and motivation...
hahas... the next 3 weeks is all mine... settle the studies, settle the fitness...
there will be no days 4 SU , for entertainment..
yupz .... tts tt..
Friday, January 20, 2006
Stepz 20
went to quality hotel ...
My dad's company de "customers" "supplier" or "cooperative companys" celebrations party...
hahas... less than 30% singaporean...
the dinner and food was nice..
but then atmosphere was like in the 80's !! whaahs... ppl singing ai bin jian eh yin... ai qing cai cai ?? >.<...
it isnt the first time i went there and entertain le ...
My mother celebrated her birthday with 50-60 ppl of a jewellery store and shopping centre , tour guides...
haahhas... last time they give HONG BAOS of $100 DOLLARS de !!!
they still serve free flow of wine and beer.. but then not realli feel like it...
haas... anyway happy birthday to Student union president and mother...
still nothing like wad i used to be...
ahhhhhhh.....
so evil.... haahas... must start training like crazi and think less...
work work work.. !!!!!
My dad's company de "customers" "supplier" or "cooperative companys" celebrations party...
hahas... less than 30% singaporean...
the dinner and food was nice..
but then atmosphere was like in the 80's !! whaahs... ppl singing ai bin jian eh yin... ai qing cai cai ?? >.<...
it isnt the first time i went there and entertain le ...
My mother celebrated her birthday with 50-60 ppl of a jewellery store and shopping centre , tour guides...
haahhas... last time they give HONG BAOS of $100 DOLLARS de !!!
they still serve free flow of wine and beer.. but then not realli feel like it...
haas... anyway happy birthday to Student union president and mother...
still nothing like wad i used to be...
ahhhhhhh.....
so evil.... haahas... must start training like crazi and think less...
work work work.. !!!!!
Stepz 20
went to quality hotel ...
My dad's company de "customers" "supplier" or "cooperative companys" celebrations party...
hahas... less than 30% singaporean...
the dinner and food was nice..
but then atmosphere was like in the 80's !! whaahs... ppl singing ai bin jian eh yin... ai qing cai cai ?? >.<...
it isnt the first time i went there and entertain le ...
My mother celebrated her birthday with 50-60 ppl of a jewellery store and shopping centre , tour guides...
haahhas... last time they give HONG BAOS of $100 DOLLARS de !!!
they still serve free flow of wine and beer.. but then not realli feel like it...
haas... anyway happy birthday to Student union president and mother...
still nothing like wad i used to be...
ahhhhhhh.....
so evil.... haahas... must start training like crazi and think less...
work work work.. !!!!!
My dad's company de "customers" "supplier" or "cooperative companys" celebrations party...
hahas... less than 30% singaporean...
the dinner and food was nice..
but then atmosphere was like in the 80's !! whaahs... ppl singing ai bin jian eh yin... ai qing cai cai ?? >.<...
it isnt the first time i went there and entertain le ...
My mother celebrated her birthday with 50-60 ppl of a jewellery store and shopping centre , tour guides...
haahhas... last time they give HONG BAOS of $100 DOLLARS de !!!
they still serve free flow of wine and beer.. but then not realli feel like it...
haas... anyway happy birthday to Student union president and mother...
still nothing like wad i used to be...
ahhhhhhh.....
so evil.... haahas... must start training like crazi and think less...
work work work.. !!!!!
step 20
oh manx... havent been training juz eating eating eating..
later evening go run far far away ... tt'd be interesting
hmmx..
Jap hw luckily managed to complete and made my day...
then here comes the jap e-quiz...
25 vocab japanese language question ... i swear i recongise no more than 5 words...
i managed a 14/25 ...
25 listening japanese language question... lucky i know some numbers...
i managed a 19/25 ...
I practised my role play wif ban, xin ... they're realli gd.. luckily gt some practise..
33/50 !!! OMG... >.< haahs...
japanese module juz needa practise role play a little jiu settle le...
gotta thank tt gal wif daz Homework.. !!
Stay strong... Stand tall... U are everything u believe u are... believe.. and give ur best... and the best will come back to u ... Life isnt about onli one thing... life has many other important things that are precious and important.. juz that u might have accidentally forgotten or misplaced it ... Dun lose heart ... dun lose hope... coz.. if ya haf hope... believe in it.. make it happen...
STOP !! TAKE A BREAK!!! TAKE A REST!!
and then think... wads important to you ?
Friends? family? Success ? Love ? studies ?
then think hard !!
Wad, Y do u live for ?
wad are the reasons ya get lost for ?
friends who cherish u
Memories that created
Character
Family support
and lots more lots more...
all these are the important stuff that u haf...
aint all these much much more valuable...
If ya lost ya way...
take a rest ...
rediscover the stuff u already have...
regain ur fighting spirits...
and then pick urself up...
give ur best... then at least there wouldn't be any regrets...
Jia you !!
later evening go run far far away ... tt'd be interesting
hmmx..
Jap hw luckily managed to complete and made my day...
then here comes the jap e-quiz...
25 vocab japanese language question ... i swear i recongise no more than 5 words...
i managed a 14/25 ...
25 listening japanese language question... lucky i know some numbers...
i managed a 19/25 ...
I practised my role play wif ban, xin ... they're realli gd.. luckily gt some practise..
33/50 !!! OMG... >.< haahs...
japanese module juz needa practise role play a little jiu settle le...
gotta thank tt gal wif daz Homework.. !!
Stay strong... Stand tall... U are everything u believe u are... believe.. and give ur best... and the best will come back to u ... Life isnt about onli one thing... life has many other important things that are precious and important.. juz that u might have accidentally forgotten or misplaced it ... Dun lose heart ... dun lose hope... coz.. if ya haf hope... believe in it.. make it happen...
STOP !! TAKE A BREAK!!! TAKE A REST!!
and then think... wads important to you ?
Friends? family? Success ? Love ? studies ?
then think hard !!
Wad, Y do u live for ?
wad are the reasons ya get lost for ?
friends who cherish u
Memories that created
Character
Family support
and lots more lots more...
all these are the important stuff that u haf...
aint all these much much more valuable...
If ya lost ya way...
take a rest ...
rediscover the stuff u already have...
regain ur fighting spirits...
and then pick urself up...
give ur best... then at least there wouldn't be any regrets...
Jia you !!
step 20
oh manx... havent been training juz eating eating eating..
later evening go run far far away ... tt'd be interesting
hmmx..
Jap hw luckily managed to complete and made my day...
then here comes the jap e-quiz...
25 vocab japanese language question ... i swear i recongise no more than 5 words...
i managed a 14/25 ...
25 listening japanese language question... lucky i know some numbers...
i managed a 19/25 ...
I practised my role play wif ban, xin ... they're realli gd.. luckily gt some practise..
33/50 !!! OMG... >.< haahs...
japanese module juz needa practise role play a little jiu settle le...
gotta thank tt gal wif daz Homework.. !!
Stay strong... Stand tall... U are everything u believe u are... believe.. and give ur best... and the best will come back to u ... Life isnt about onli one thing... life has many other important things that are precious and important.. juz that u might have accidentally forgotten or misplaced it ... Dun lose heart ... dun lose hope... coz.. if ya haf hope... believe in it.. make it happen...
STOP !! TAKE A BREAK!!! TAKE A REST!!
and then think... wads important to you ?
Friends? family? Success ? Love ? studies ?
then think hard !!
Wad, Y do u live for ?
wad are the reasons ya get lost for ?
friends who cherish u
Memories that created
Character
Family support
and lots more lots more...
all these are the important stuff that u haf...
aint all these much much more valuable...
If ya lost ya way...
take a rest ...
rediscover the stuff u already have...
regain ur fighting spirits...
and then pick urself up...
give ur best... then at least there wouldn't be any regrets...
Jia you !!
later evening go run far far away ... tt'd be interesting
hmmx..
Jap hw luckily managed to complete and made my day...
then here comes the jap e-quiz...
25 vocab japanese language question ... i swear i recongise no more than 5 words...
i managed a 14/25 ...
25 listening japanese language question... lucky i know some numbers...
i managed a 19/25 ...
I practised my role play wif ban, xin ... they're realli gd.. luckily gt some practise..
33/50 !!! OMG... >.< haahs...
japanese module juz needa practise role play a little jiu settle le...
gotta thank tt gal wif daz Homework.. !!
Stay strong... Stand tall... U are everything u believe u are... believe.. and give ur best... and the best will come back to u ... Life isnt about onli one thing... life has many other important things that are precious and important.. juz that u might have accidentally forgotten or misplaced it ... Dun lose heart ... dun lose hope... coz.. if ya haf hope... believe in it.. make it happen...
STOP !! TAKE A BREAK!!! TAKE A REST!!
and then think... wads important to you ?
Friends? family? Success ? Love ? studies ?
then think hard !!
Wad, Y do u live for ?
wad are the reasons ya get lost for ?
friends who cherish u
Memories that created
Character
Family support
and lots more lots more...
all these are the important stuff that u haf...
aint all these much much more valuable...
If ya lost ya way...
take a rest ...
rediscover the stuff u already have...
regain ur fighting spirits...
and then pick urself up...
give ur best... then at least there wouldn't be any regrets...
Jia you !!
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Step 18- Contz
I dun haf God-Talent like Kumar...
I dun haf God-Speed like Ze kai...
I dun haf God-Stamina like that insane Uni guy...
I dun haf God-Strength like Damien...
I aint got nothing from birth...
and is still far far far from to the ppl in the competition today...
Compared to everything they train..
Compared to trainings in the rain , in the sun,
Compared to 4 trainings a week...
Compared to the effort they give...
Wad is track to me?
It changed my life...
gave me confidence, friends..
a dream...
I noe i haf got no chance... Not a single chance... but i dun need to win... i dun need to haf results... coz giving my best to things i like... dun need to haf results... its already good enough for me...
I dun haf God-Speed like Ze kai...
I dun haf God-Stamina like that insane Uni guy...
I dun haf God-Strength like Damien...
I aint got nothing from birth...
and is still far far far from to the ppl in the competition today...
Compared to everything they train..
Compared to trainings in the rain , in the sun,
Compared to 4 trainings a week...
Compared to the effort they give...
Wad is track to me?
It changed my life...
gave me confidence, friends..
a dream...
I noe i haf got no chance... Not a single chance... but i dun need to win... i dun need to haf results... coz giving my best to things i like... dun need to haf results... its already good enough for me...
Step 18- Contz
I dun haf God-Talent like Kumar...
I dun haf God-Speed like Ze kai...
I dun haf God-Stamina like that insane Uni guy...
I dun haf God-Strength like Damien...
I aint got nothing from birth...
and is still far far far from to the ppl in the competition today...
Compared to everything they train..
Compared to trainings in the rain , in the sun,
Compared to 4 trainings a week...
Compared to the effort they give...
Wad is track to me?
It changed my life...
gave me confidence, friends..
a dream...
I noe i haf got no chance... Not a single chance... but i dun need to win... i dun need to haf results... coz giving my best to things i like... dun need to haf results... its already good enough for me...
I dun haf God-Speed like Ze kai...
I dun haf God-Stamina like that insane Uni guy...
I dun haf God-Strength like Damien...
I aint got nothing from birth...
and is still far far far from to the ppl in the competition today...
Compared to everything they train..
Compared to trainings in the rain , in the sun,
Compared to 4 trainings a week...
Compared to the effort they give...
Wad is track to me?
It changed my life...
gave me confidence, friends..
a dream...
I noe i haf got no chance... Not a single chance... but i dun need to win... i dun need to haf results... coz giving my best to things i like... dun need to haf results... its already good enough for me...
step 18
hahas... slack 3 days le.. gottta run .. run ... run... cannot slack behind... slping about 4 hrs a night sucks... hahas.. then gotta go school to refill sleep lvl... and it was 3 days of Lotsa food... and I'm adddicted to Glucose... the more i drink ... the more high and energy i get...
hahas... its now 140am in the morning ... hahas.. i dun think i can run tonight... eat too much le.. feel like slpin
hmmx... baka 40 jia you!! know ya kinda messy right now... cheer up ... coz no matter wad shit u'did be facing... ur friends will be standing right there to company u through... coz our friendship rockkks.. and we did be still friends until we old old and when our teeth fall off...
well... find myself unable to get over it... haahaas.. i got friends that tahan 3 yrs , 5 yrs... i intend onli 1 .. ahahas.. wadever... its my problem..
hahas... its now 140am in the morning ... hahas.. i dun think i can run tonight... eat too much le.. feel like slpin
hmmx... baka 40 jia you!! know ya kinda messy right now... cheer up ... coz no matter wad shit u'did be facing... ur friends will be standing right there to company u through... coz our friendship rockkks.. and we did be still friends until we old old and when our teeth fall off...
well... find myself unable to get over it... haahaas.. i got friends that tahan 3 yrs , 5 yrs... i intend onli 1 .. ahahas.. wadever... its my problem..
step 18
hahas... slack 3 days le.. gottta run .. run ... run... cannot slack behind... slping about 4 hrs a night sucks... hahas.. then gotta go school to refill sleep lvl... and it was 3 days of Lotsa food... and I'm adddicted to Glucose... the more i drink ... the more high and energy i get...
hahas... its now 140am in the morning ... hahas.. i dun think i can run tonight... eat too much le.. feel like slpin
hmmx... baka 40 jia you!! know ya kinda messy right now... cheer up ... coz no matter wad shit u'did be facing... ur friends will be standing right there to company u through... coz our friendship rockkks.. and we did be still friends until we old old and when our teeth fall off...
well... find myself unable to get over it... haahaas.. i got friends that tahan 3 yrs , 5 yrs... i intend onli 1 .. ahahas.. wadever... its my problem..
hahas... its now 140am in the morning ... hahas.. i dun think i can run tonight... eat too much le.. feel like slpin
hmmx... baka 40 jia you!! know ya kinda messy right now... cheer up ... coz no matter wad shit u'did be facing... ur friends will be standing right there to company u through... coz our friendship rockkks.. and we did be still friends until we old old and when our teeth fall off...
well... find myself unable to get over it... haahaas.. i got friends that tahan 3 yrs , 5 yrs... i intend onli 1 .. ahahas.. wadever... its my problem..
Monday, January 16, 2006
step 15- contz
its 255am... i'm flooded with 1 litres of glocose... urgggzzz... it feels good to be tired...
i went outta my house at 105... i went running ... running to wad the crap places...
i started from simei to st21 tampines to alex house there then to keith working area ... then to tampines safra...
running and running until bedok resevoir... and until there it was still places i know...
then i got a insane thot... hahas... how bout runnning to school... hahas...
its stupid but kinda cool eh ... i actually got an excitement and insanity to run.. but i guess i hum out.. coz i figured i dun even know the route.. but at least i now got a inteeresting thingy to think about...
then the insane part came... hahas... i got lost i think ... i ran to the backside of bedok green then past a few condos... then i saw... damai sec... and kembangan/ajunied ... WTF(wad the)... and WTF(where the) am i .... hahas... its kinda cool to know that ya in nowhere with no money and no handphone.. coz still got some energy ... so i cont ... then i reach a sign "PIE < , East coast> ) hahas....
i took a few right turns at east coast and found myself at bedok north... a place in bedok.. hahas.. still lost... then i saw kaki bukit... which is a !@#@#%# place coz i dun know where it is ... i go 1 circle around it.. hahas.. then cont from where i went in... i cont running straight..
FINALLY... i saw bedok... bedok interchange.. hahas... by then my throat is dry ... hahas,... at least i know my way home le...
hahas... when i reach home its already 240am... whoosh... i didnt stop for a rest during the whole run... it wasnt very fast or good... but its kinda tiring... about 1hr30mins of run.. 12k ? i dun know... i'm still far far away from my the strength, focus and mentality i used to have...
but i'll work hard... work very hard...
aint leaving no slack...
i went outta my house at 105... i went running ... running to wad the crap places...
i started from simei to st21 tampines to alex house there then to keith working area ... then to tampines safra...
running and running until bedok resevoir... and until there it was still places i know...
then i got a insane thot... hahas... how bout runnning to school... hahas...
its stupid but kinda cool eh ... i actually got an excitement and insanity to run.. but i guess i hum out.. coz i figured i dun even know the route.. but at least i now got a inteeresting thingy to think about...
then the insane part came... hahas... i got lost i think ... i ran to the backside of bedok green then past a few condos... then i saw... damai sec... and kembangan/ajunied ... WTF(wad the)... and WTF(where the) am i .... hahas... its kinda cool to know that ya in nowhere with no money and no handphone.. coz still got some energy ... so i cont ... then i reach a sign "PIE < , East coast> ) hahas....
i took a few right turns at east coast and found myself at bedok north... a place in bedok.. hahas.. still lost... then i saw kaki bukit... which is a !@#@#%# place coz i dun know where it is ... i go 1 circle around it.. hahas.. then cont from where i went in... i cont running straight..
FINALLY... i saw bedok... bedok interchange.. hahas... by then my throat is dry ... hahas,... at least i know my way home le...
hahas... when i reach home its already 240am... whoosh... i didnt stop for a rest during the whole run... it wasnt very fast or good... but its kinda tiring... about 1hr30mins of run.. 12k ? i dun know... i'm still far far away from my the strength, focus and mentality i used to have...
but i'll work hard... work very hard...
aint leaving no slack...
step 15- contz
its 255am... i'm flooded with 1 litres of glocose... urgggzzz... it feels good to be tired...
i went outta my house at 105... i went running ... running to wad the crap places...
i started from simei to st21 tampines to alex house there then to keith working area ... then to tampines safra...
running and running until bedok resevoir... and until there it was still places i know...
then i got a insane thot... hahas... how bout runnning to school... hahas...
its stupid but kinda cool eh ... i actually got an excitement and insanity to run.. but i guess i hum out.. coz i figured i dun even know the route.. but at least i now got a inteeresting thingy to think about...
then the insane part came... hahas... i got lost i think ... i ran to the backside of bedok green then past a few condos... then i saw... damai sec... and kembangan/ajunied ... WTF(wad the)... and WTF(where the) am i .... hahas... its kinda cool to know that ya in nowhere with no money and no handphone.. coz still got some energy ... so i cont ... then i reach a sign "PIE < , East coast> ) hahas....
i took a few right turns at east coast and found myself at bedok north... a place in bedok.. hahas.. still lost... then i saw kaki bukit... which is a !@#@#%# place coz i dun know where it is ... i go 1 circle around it.. hahas.. then cont from where i went in... i cont running straight..
FINALLY... i saw bedok... bedok interchange.. hahas... by then my throat is dry ... hahas,... at least i know my way home le...
hahas... when i reach home its already 240am... whoosh... i didnt stop for a rest during the whole run... it wasnt very fast or good... but its kinda tiring... about 1hr30mins of run.. 12k ? i dun know... i'm still far far away from my the strength, focus and mentality i used to have...
but i'll work hard... work very hard...
aint leaving no slack...
i went outta my house at 105... i went running ... running to wad the crap places...
i started from simei to st21 tampines to alex house there then to keith working area ... then to tampines safra...
running and running until bedok resevoir... and until there it was still places i know...
then i got a insane thot... hahas... how bout runnning to school... hahas...
its stupid but kinda cool eh ... i actually got an excitement and insanity to run.. but i guess i hum out.. coz i figured i dun even know the route.. but at least i now got a inteeresting thingy to think about...
then the insane part came... hahas... i got lost i think ... i ran to the backside of bedok green then past a few condos... then i saw... damai sec... and kembangan/ajunied ... WTF(wad the)... and WTF(where the) am i .... hahas... its kinda cool to know that ya in nowhere with no money and no handphone.. coz still got some energy ... so i cont ... then i reach a sign "PIE < , East coast> ) hahas....
i took a few right turns at east coast and found myself at bedok north... a place in bedok.. hahas.. still lost... then i saw kaki bukit... which is a !@#@#%# place coz i dun know where it is ... i go 1 circle around it.. hahas.. then cont from where i went in... i cont running straight..
FINALLY... i saw bedok... bedok interchange.. hahas... by then my throat is dry ... hahas,... at least i know my way home le...
hahas... when i reach home its already 240am... whoosh... i didnt stop for a rest during the whole run... it wasnt very fast or good... but its kinda tiring... about 1hr30mins of run.. 12k ? i dun know... i'm still far far away from my the strength, focus and mentality i used to have...
but i'll work hard... work very hard...
aint leaving no slack...
Sunday, January 15, 2006
step 15
kinda wuss..
big loud arguemnt coz of my mother...
i dun understand... $3500 a month... someone who gambles... someone who's never at home... someone who when my bed spoils... juz let me slp on the floor for 3 months... someone who blames me for everything wrong at home...
someone who says i juz hope for u to grow up and earn ur own money... while she juz gamble manjong... hires a maid... and juz lives her live everyday...
This is the correct way a mother should be ...
she could say until she dun haf money...
she can say until i demand too much ...
i live in a home with a spoiled door... spoiled water handle...
i pay for my shaver, tooth paste...
in a room with a mess-up aircon....
Am i demanding too much ?
or i juz dun understand my mother ?
I wanna rejoin track...
I wanna study for exams...
I wanna earn money to support myself...
I wanna look after my best friends... esp those i know are impt to me...
I wanna fulfill the promises i make ... to my friends, to special ppl and to myself...
today is step 15 after the new year...
cant lose my life and control...
keep ya heads up...
use hard work to earn my pride and honour..
big loud arguemnt coz of my mother...
i dun understand... $3500 a month... someone who gambles... someone who's never at home... someone who when my bed spoils... juz let me slp on the floor for 3 months... someone who blames me for everything wrong at home...
someone who says i juz hope for u to grow up and earn ur own money... while she juz gamble manjong... hires a maid... and juz lives her live everyday...
This is the correct way a mother should be ...
she could say until she dun haf money...
she can say until i demand too much ...
i live in a home with a spoiled door... spoiled water handle...
i pay for my shaver, tooth paste...
in a room with a mess-up aircon....
Am i demanding too much ?
or i juz dun understand my mother ?
I wanna rejoin track...
I wanna study for exams...
I wanna earn money to support myself...
I wanna look after my best friends... esp those i know are impt to me...
I wanna fulfill the promises i make ... to my friends, to special ppl and to myself...
today is step 15 after the new year...
cant lose my life and control...
keep ya heads up...
use hard work to earn my pride and honour..
step 15
kinda wuss..
big loud arguemnt coz of my mother...
i dun understand... $3500 a month... someone who gambles... someone who's never at home... someone who when my bed spoils... juz let me slp on the floor for 3 months... someone who blames me for everything wrong at home...
someone who says i juz hope for u to grow up and earn ur own money... while she juz gamble manjong... hires a maid... and juz lives her live everyday...
This is the correct way a mother should be ...
she could say until she dun haf money...
she can say until i demand too much ...
i live in a home with a spoiled door... spoiled water handle...
i pay for my shaver, tooth paste...
in a room with a mess-up aircon....
Am i demanding too much ?
or i juz dun understand my mother ?
I wanna rejoin track...
I wanna study for exams...
I wanna earn money to support myself...
I wanna look after my best friends... esp those i know are impt to me...
I wanna fulfill the promises i make ... to my friends, to special ppl and to myself...
today is step 15 after the new year...
cant lose my life and control...
keep ya heads up...
use hard work to earn my pride and honour..
big loud arguemnt coz of my mother...
i dun understand... $3500 a month... someone who gambles... someone who's never at home... someone who when my bed spoils... juz let me slp on the floor for 3 months... someone who blames me for everything wrong at home...
someone who says i juz hope for u to grow up and earn ur own money... while she juz gamble manjong... hires a maid... and juz lives her live everyday...
This is the correct way a mother should be ...
she could say until she dun haf money...
she can say until i demand too much ...
i live in a home with a spoiled door... spoiled water handle...
i pay for my shaver, tooth paste...
in a room with a mess-up aircon....
Am i demanding too much ?
or i juz dun understand my mother ?
I wanna rejoin track...
I wanna study for exams...
I wanna earn money to support myself...
I wanna look after my best friends... esp those i know are impt to me...
I wanna fulfill the promises i make ... to my friends, to special ppl and to myself...
today is step 15 after the new year...
cant lose my life and control...
keep ya heads up...
use hard work to earn my pride and honour..
Friday, January 13, 2006
Step 13... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....
today i ran... did my run with a different route... a route long long long long forgotten...
From my home... i ran... i ran to Singapore Expo... then to simei ITE... i took a different route coz today pace was smooth...
i ran to my secondary school...
Temasek secondary school... it has been days, months, even a year or 2 since i last past by her...
Towards the route...
i remember an idiot boy... a sleep-aholic that teachers allows to slp in class... a bus chaser, chasing the bus all the time... an idiot that goes to school at 5++ am to chase after buses, or run... An idiot that goes gym at recess and joins tough club juz to do extra running... and then go back to class to sleep.. yet having good grades so no teacher will bug him... an idiot who goes training after school up to 4 times a week... an idiot boy...
all the crapp that track coach and friends given....
all the freedom...
all the simpleness...
then i ran towards althea house then to my primary school currently changed to bedok view secondary... then to tanah merah Mrt... then all the way back to my home... the road, the places that i used to see everyday at secondary school... this run is my past... is all the memories i own and i have... friends that i have... ze kai, yuan zhi, shiling , althea... track friends... classmates...
Saw all the changes in the road, renovations and stuff i havent seen for a long time... All the memories.....
I ran 1 hr today.. more than 8kms... and browse through important memories i have... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .....
Feeling so damm @#$$%^&* good and happy... :D
yupz... love this route.... this route which holds all my memories....
today i ran... did my run with a different route... a route long long long long forgotten...
From my home... i ran... i ran to Singapore Expo... then to simei ITE... i took a different route coz today pace was smooth...
i ran to my secondary school...
Temasek secondary school... it has been days, months, even a year or 2 since i last past by her...
Towards the route...
i remember an idiot boy... a sleep-aholic that teachers allows to slp in class... a bus chaser, chasing the bus all the time... an idiot that goes to school at 5++ am to chase after buses, or run... An idiot that goes gym at recess and joins tough club juz to do extra running... and then go back to class to sleep.. yet having good grades so no teacher will bug him... an idiot who goes training after school up to 4 times a week... an idiot boy...
all the crapp that track coach and friends given....
all the freedom...
all the simpleness...
then i ran towards althea house then to my primary school currently changed to bedok view secondary... then to tanah merah Mrt... then all the way back to my home... the road, the places that i used to see everyday at secondary school... this run is my past... is all the memories i own and i have... friends that i have... ze kai, yuan zhi, shiling , althea... track friends... classmates...
Saw all the changes in the road, renovations and stuff i havent seen for a long time... All the memories.....
I ran 1 hr today.. more than 8kms... and browse through important memories i have... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .....
Feeling so damm @#$$%^&* good and happy... :D
yupz... love this route.... this route which holds all my memories....
Step 13... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....
today i ran... did my run with a different route... a route long long long long forgotten...
From my home... i ran... i ran to Singapore Expo... then to simei ITE... i took a different route coz today pace was smooth...
i ran to my secondary school...
Temasek secondary school... it has been days, months, even a year or 2 since i last past by her...
Towards the route...
i remember an idiot boy... a sleep-aholic that teachers allows to slp in class... a bus chaser, chasing the bus all the time... an idiot that goes to school at 5++ am to chase after buses, or run... An idiot that goes gym at recess and joins tough club juz to do extra running... and then go back to class to sleep.. yet having good grades so no teacher will bug him... an idiot who goes training after school up to 4 times a week... an idiot boy...
all the crapp that track coach and friends given....
all the freedom...
all the simpleness...
then i ran towards althea house then to my primary school currently changed to bedok view secondary... then to tanah merah Mrt... then all the way back to my home... the road, the places that i used to see everyday at secondary school... this run is my past... is all the memories i own and i have... friends that i have... ze kai, yuan zhi, shiling , althea... track friends... classmates...
Saw all the changes in the road, renovations and stuff i havent seen for a long time... All the memories.....
I ran 1 hr today.. more than 8kms... and browse through important memories i have... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .....
Feeling so damm @#$$%^&* good and happy... :D
yupz... love this route.... this route which holds all my memories....
today i ran... did my run with a different route... a route long long long long forgotten...
From my home... i ran... i ran to Singapore Expo... then to simei ITE... i took a different route coz today pace was smooth...
i ran to my secondary school...
Temasek secondary school... it has been days, months, even a year or 2 since i last past by her...
Towards the route...
i remember an idiot boy... a sleep-aholic that teachers allows to slp in class... a bus chaser, chasing the bus all the time... an idiot that goes to school at 5++ am to chase after buses, or run... An idiot that goes gym at recess and joins tough club juz to do extra running... and then go back to class to sleep.. yet having good grades so no teacher will bug him... an idiot who goes training after school up to 4 times a week... an idiot boy...
all the crapp that track coach and friends given....
all the freedom...
all the simpleness...
then i ran towards althea house then to my primary school currently changed to bedok view secondary... then to tanah merah Mrt... then all the way back to my home... the road, the places that i used to see everyday at secondary school... this run is my past... is all the memories i own and i have... friends that i have... ze kai, yuan zhi, shiling , althea... track friends... classmates...
Saw all the changes in the road, renovations and stuff i havent seen for a long time... All the memories.....
I ran 1 hr today.. more than 8kms... and browse through important memories i have... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .....
Feeling so damm @#$$%^&* good and happy... :D
yupz... love this route.... this route which holds all my memories....
Thursday, January 12, 2006
step 12
hmmx.. 12 days since i started to work... and slack enough for myself ...
hmmx... covered a mileage of at least 30kms le...
but it isnt even hlaf the insane training i used to do...
i'nt improving...
but its onli the beginning... cant give up now...
needa training schedule ...
hmmx... by 14th... i needa destroy all the entertainment i haf at home... and start on another important issue...
pack up everything... get myself prepared...
okies... some promises i made at 2005...
i forgetten , couldnt ,not confident and incapability of achieving...
this time i wont forget...
- promise of being there until November 16th 2006...
- promise of friends no matter wad for the rest of ur life...
Final exams are coming and right after tt... will be IPP .... for 3 months Feb to May bahx...
hmmx... covered a mileage of at least 30kms le...
but it isnt even hlaf the insane training i used to do...
i'nt improving...
but its onli the beginning... cant give up now...
needa training schedule ...
hmmx... by 14th... i needa destroy all the entertainment i haf at home... and start on another important issue...
pack up everything... get myself prepared...
okies... some promises i made at 2005...
i forgetten , couldnt ,not confident and incapability of achieving...
this time i wont forget...
- promise of being there until November 16th 2006...
- promise of friends no matter wad for the rest of ur life...
Final exams are coming and right after tt... will be IPP .... for 3 months Feb to May bahx...
step 12
hmmx.. 12 days since i started to work... and slack enough for myself ...
hmmx... covered a mileage of at least 30kms le...
but it isnt even hlaf the insane training i used to do...
i'nt improving...
but its onli the beginning... cant give up now...
needa training schedule ...
hmmx... by 14th... i needa destroy all the entertainment i haf at home... and start on another important issue...
pack up everything... get myself prepared...
okies... some promises i made at 2005...
i forgetten , couldnt ,not confident and incapability of achieving...
this time i wont forget...
- promise of being there until November 16th 2006...
- promise of friends no matter wad for the rest of ur life...
Final exams are coming and right after tt... will be IPP .... for 3 months Feb to May bahx...
hmmx... covered a mileage of at least 30kms le...
but it isnt even hlaf the insane training i used to do...
i'nt improving...
but its onli the beginning... cant give up now...
needa training schedule ...
hmmx... by 14th... i needa destroy all the entertainment i haf at home... and start on another important issue...
pack up everything... get myself prepared...
okies... some promises i made at 2005...
i forgetten , couldnt ,not confident and incapability of achieving...
this time i wont forget...
- promise of being there until November 16th 2006...
- promise of friends no matter wad for the rest of ur life...
Final exams are coming and right after tt... will be IPP .... for 3 months Feb to May bahx...
Monday, January 09, 2006
step 9
hmmx... aint slackin today ... tonight go midnight running ...
printed piano notes le... anytime can go play loh :D
noob noob must improve...
hmmx... meet ze for lunch ... didnt had any and went off to the gym for some basic fitness...
45 push up at a go ... 9 wide, 8 diamond, 7 wide, 6 diamond..... 2 wide , 1 diamond...
then 2 sets..
i am still far from zK standard... gotta train harder...
told him some stuff... hahas...
advice given
- scold her bitch...
- hack care...
- be attitude...
hmmx... 1 more month jiu wont be in school le... quickly forget bahx..
go train train hard hard... dun think so much !!
dun slack.. aint slacking ...
printed piano notes le... anytime can go play loh :D
noob noob must improve...
hmmx... meet ze for lunch ... didnt had any and went off to the gym for some basic fitness...
45 push up at a go ... 9 wide, 8 diamond, 7 wide, 6 diamond..... 2 wide , 1 diamond...
then 2 sets..
i am still far from zK standard... gotta train harder...
told him some stuff... hahas...
advice given
- scold her bitch...
- hack care...
- be attitude...
hmmx... 1 more month jiu wont be in school le... quickly forget bahx..
go train train hard hard... dun think so much !!
dun slack.. aint slacking ...
step 9
hmmx... aint slackin today ... tonight go midnight running ...
printed piano notes le... anytime can go play loh :D
noob noob must improve...
hmmx... meet ze for lunch ... didnt had any and went off to the gym for some basic fitness...
45 push up at a go ... 9 wide, 8 diamond, 7 wide, 6 diamond..... 2 wide , 1 diamond...
then 2 sets..
i am still far from zK standard... gotta train harder...
told him some stuff... hahas...
advice given
- scold her bitch...
- hack care...
- be attitude...
hmmx... 1 more month jiu wont be in school le... quickly forget bahx..
go train train hard hard... dun think so much !!
dun slack.. aint slacking ...
printed piano notes le... anytime can go play loh :D
noob noob must improve...
hmmx... meet ze for lunch ... didnt had any and went off to the gym for some basic fitness...
45 push up at a go ... 9 wide, 8 diamond, 7 wide, 6 diamond..... 2 wide , 1 diamond...
then 2 sets..
i am still far from zK standard... gotta train harder...
told him some stuff... hahas...
advice given
- scold her bitch...
- hack care...
- be attitude...
hmmx... 1 more month jiu wont be in school le... quickly forget bahx..
go train train hard hard... dun think so much !!
dun slack.. aint slacking ...
Sunday, January 08, 2006
Step 6 -actual
hmmx... spend most of the day sleeping, relaxing in my room reading "one piece" manga, went shopping and brought myself a new shoebag, mach 3 blades and dedorant.. saw my cousin and visited them.. and now watching baseball vcd ... after 2 more hrs going midnight running...
today... found myself back to my own pace... saw my grandma... and realise i haven been visiting her for a long time... how much she teng me ... i should be grateful...
she have aged so much le...
told me a lot a lot...
All my relatives persuades to help my father with the family business and look after my father...
My dad didnt give me a choice to chose the path i wish to take...
or maybe i didn't give that much rebel or effort to realise and achieve wad i wan...
I have no intention of being and going with my father's footsteps...
I wan my own path... but its my responsibilty to help my father coz i know how tiring he is...
yet I'm on a path... where my mother thinks that i would rely on my father...
Is this how u look at ur own son ?
All my relatives see how tired my father is after his work...
u see me as some1 who would rely and depend and leech on my father's success ?
I have waken up from a long mess...
I will ... have my own road that i wan....
that i will work hard... and give all my heart... to win my own road...
Without depending on anione, or anything...
It will be my pride and my diginity... and not for u to humilate..
today... found myself back to my own pace... saw my grandma... and realise i haven been visiting her for a long time... how much she teng me ... i should be grateful...
she have aged so much le...
told me a lot a lot...
All my relatives persuades to help my father with the family business and look after my father...
My dad didnt give me a choice to chose the path i wish to take...
or maybe i didn't give that much rebel or effort to realise and achieve wad i wan...
I have no intention of being and going with my father's footsteps...
I wan my own path... but its my responsibilty to help my father coz i know how tiring he is...
yet I'm on a path... where my mother thinks that i would rely on my father...
Is this how u look at ur own son ?
All my relatives see how tired my father is after his work...
u see me as some1 who would rely and depend and leech on my father's success ?
I have waken up from a long mess...
I will ... have my own road that i wan....
that i will work hard... and give all my heart... to win my own road...
Without depending on anione, or anything...
It will be my pride and my diginity... and not for u to humilate..
Step 6 -actual
hmmx... spend most of the day sleeping, relaxing in my room reading "one piece" manga, went shopping and brought myself a new shoebag, mach 3 blades and dedorant.. saw my cousin and visited them.. and now watching baseball vcd ... after 2 more hrs going midnight running...
today... found myself back to my own pace... saw my grandma... and realise i haven been visiting her for a long time... how much she teng me ... i should be grateful...
she have aged so much le...
told me a lot a lot...
All my relatives persuades to help my father with the family business and look after my father...
My dad didnt give me a choice to chose the path i wish to take...
or maybe i didn't give that much rebel or effort to realise and achieve wad i wan...
I have no intention of being and going with my father's footsteps...
I wan my own path... but its my responsibilty to help my father coz i know how tiring he is...
yet I'm on a path... where my mother thinks that i would rely on my father...
Is this how u look at ur own son ?
All my relatives see how tired my father is after his work...
u see me as some1 who would rely and depend and leech on my father's success ?
I have waken up from a long mess...
I will ... have my own road that i wan....
that i will work hard... and give all my heart... to win my own road...
Without depending on anione, or anything...
It will be my pride and my diginity... and not for u to humilate..
today... found myself back to my own pace... saw my grandma... and realise i haven been visiting her for a long time... how much she teng me ... i should be grateful...
she have aged so much le...
told me a lot a lot...
All my relatives persuades to help my father with the family business and look after my father...
My dad didnt give me a choice to chose the path i wish to take...
or maybe i didn't give that much rebel or effort to realise and achieve wad i wan...
I have no intention of being and going with my father's footsteps...
I wan my own path... but its my responsibilty to help my father coz i know how tiring he is...
yet I'm on a path... where my mother thinks that i would rely on my father...
Is this how u look at ur own son ?
All my relatives see how tired my father is after his work...
u see me as some1 who would rely and depend and leech on my father's success ?
I have waken up from a long mess...
I will ... have my own road that i wan....
that i will work hard... and give all my heart... to win my own road...
Without depending on anione, or anything...
It will be my pride and my diginity... and not for u to humilate..
Friday, January 06, 2006
Step 6
hmmx...
kinda sucks... still find myself unable to have the faith i used to have in secondary school...
so many stuff i lost to the enviroment... the people ... my family...
dun realli know wad i could be fighting for le ...
tts enough whining...
mustn't forget every little thing u lost... u need to work hard ... if not work harder ... if not work hardest... i now got so mani so mani so mani things to achieve !! PIano ... track... friends... and growing back of hair... :P mustnt forget that there are still ppl... precious... nice... caring ppl that are always there !! haf hope ... and hardwork ... !!
lastly,
how easily can u fall in love ?
how diffcult does it takes to let it go?
how much true feelings will it take 4 u to fall in love ?
how much rejection to face to give up ?
how silly in love can u be ?
how unvaluable can u be to tt special some1?
basically.... i dun know... coz i'm kinda lousy with this... i guess i'm not gifted with this kinda stuff... as quoted "juz an insignificant no one"
kinda sucks... still find myself unable to have the faith i used to have in secondary school...
so many stuff i lost to the enviroment... the people ... my family...
dun realli know wad i could be fighting for le ...
tts enough whining...
mustn't forget every little thing u lost... u need to work hard ... if not work harder ... if not work hardest... i now got so mani so mani so mani things to achieve !! PIano ... track... friends... and growing back of hair... :P mustnt forget that there are still ppl... precious... nice... caring ppl that are always there !! haf hope ... and hardwork ... !!
lastly,
how easily can u fall in love ?
how diffcult does it takes to let it go?
how much true feelings will it take 4 u to fall in love ?
how much rejection to face to give up ?
how silly in love can u be ?
how unvaluable can u be to tt special some1?
basically.... i dun know... coz i'm kinda lousy with this... i guess i'm not gifted with this kinda stuff... as quoted "juz an insignificant no one"
Step 6
hmmx...
kinda sucks... still find myself unable to have the faith i used to have in secondary school...
so many stuff i lost to the enviroment... the people ... my family...
dun realli know wad i could be fighting for le ...
tts enough whining...
mustn't forget every little thing u lost... u need to work hard ... if not work harder ... if not work hardest... i now got so mani so mani so mani things to achieve !! PIano ... track... friends... and growing back of hair... :P mustnt forget that there are still ppl... precious... nice... caring ppl that are always there !! haf hope ... and hardwork ... !!
lastly,
how easily can u fall in love ?
how diffcult does it takes to let it go?
how much true feelings will it take 4 u to fall in love ?
how much rejection to face to give up ?
how silly in love can u be ?
how unvaluable can u be to tt special some1?
basically.... i dun know... coz i'm kinda lousy with this... i guess i'm not gifted with this kinda stuff... as quoted "juz an insignificant no one"
kinda sucks... still find myself unable to have the faith i used to have in secondary school...
so many stuff i lost to the enviroment... the people ... my family...
dun realli know wad i could be fighting for le ...
tts enough whining...
mustn't forget every little thing u lost... u need to work hard ... if not work harder ... if not work hardest... i now got so mani so mani so mani things to achieve !! PIano ... track... friends... and growing back of hair... :P mustnt forget that there are still ppl... precious... nice... caring ppl that are always there !! haf hope ... and hardwork ... !!
lastly,
how easily can u fall in love ?
how diffcult does it takes to let it go?
how much true feelings will it take 4 u to fall in love ?
how much rejection to face to give up ?
how silly in love can u be ?
how unvaluable can u be to tt special some1?
basically.... i dun know... coz i'm kinda lousy with this... i guess i'm not gifted with this kinda stuff... as quoted "juz an insignificant no one"
Thursday, January 05, 2006
Step 5
hmmx :P nothing much today...
ran 2 rounds of school.. and then went to help out for CO starstruck...
did badly for taxation test...
needed slp so badly in school...
hmmx.. still dun understand ... the reason i'm studying for ... and it sucks... to know it isn't wad i wan... sucks...
My pride, mentalilty and my feelings ... so messy...
can i let go ? my mind says ... not worth it...
my heart juz cant let go...
sucks...
juz let things go wadever it is...
wadever happens...
I wont let ani1 harm my Pride and Mentality...
advanced STEP 6:
Early morning basketball with ying cui and wei siong !!!
before tt must go running !!
wahahs ... hitting 15km mileage tmr !!
go for classes... then lastly... SLEEP at SU until Starstruck calls :P
advanced STEP 7:
A saturday... SLP SLP SLP SLP SLP...
pack up and do a little spring clean
Go running !!
Learn piano !! :P hmmx... sad manx... now onli know 1 hand to play...
so noob ...
Learn yi qian nian yi hou...
after all this ... Read manga and then SLEEEEEEEPPPPPPPP !!
advanced STEP 8:
SLeep Sleep Sleep
hmmx ... if can... hope to go out with shiling, ze kai yuan zhi...
if not...
make cheesecake or something cool....
maaaybe studying a bit :P
if got money or wadever get some baseball stuff...
Yupz ... My life !! step by step !! MY Life not letting anione come close !!
ran 2 rounds of school.. and then went to help out for CO starstruck...
did badly for taxation test...
needed slp so badly in school...
hmmx.. still dun understand ... the reason i'm studying for ... and it sucks... to know it isn't wad i wan... sucks...
My pride, mentalilty and my feelings ... so messy...
can i let go ? my mind says ... not worth it...
my heart juz cant let go...
sucks...
juz let things go wadever it is...
wadever happens...
I wont let ani1 harm my Pride and Mentality...
advanced STEP 6:
Early morning basketball with ying cui and wei siong !!!
before tt must go running !!
wahahs ... hitting 15km mileage tmr !!
go for classes... then lastly... SLEEP at SU until Starstruck calls :P
advanced STEP 7:
A saturday... SLP SLP SLP SLP SLP...
pack up and do a little spring clean
Go running !!
Learn piano !! :P hmmx... sad manx... now onli know 1 hand to play...
so noob ...
Learn yi qian nian yi hou...
after all this ... Read manga and then SLEEEEEEEPPPPPPPP !!
advanced STEP 8:
SLeep Sleep Sleep
hmmx ... if can... hope to go out with shiling, ze kai yuan zhi...
if not...
make cheesecake or something cool....
maaaybe studying a bit :P
if got money or wadever get some baseball stuff...
Yupz ... My life !! step by step !! MY Life not letting anione come close !!
Step 5
hmmx :P nothing much today...
ran 2 rounds of school.. and then went to help out for CO starstruck...
did badly for taxation test...
needed slp so badly in school...
hmmx.. still dun understand ... the reason i'm studying for ... and it sucks... to know it isn't wad i wan... sucks...
My pride, mentalilty and my feelings ... so messy...
can i let go ? my mind says ... not worth it...
my heart juz cant let go...
sucks...
juz let things go wadever it is...
wadever happens...
I wont let ani1 harm my Pride and Mentality...
advanced STEP 6:
Early morning basketball with ying cui and wei siong !!!
before tt must go running !!
wahahs ... hitting 15km mileage tmr !!
go for classes... then lastly... SLEEP at SU until Starstruck calls :P
advanced STEP 7:
A saturday... SLP SLP SLP SLP SLP...
pack up and do a little spring clean
Go running !!
Learn piano !! :P hmmx... sad manx... now onli know 1 hand to play...
so noob ...
Learn yi qian nian yi hou...
after all this ... Read manga and then SLEEEEEEEPPPPPPPP !!
advanced STEP 8:
SLeep Sleep Sleep
hmmx ... if can... hope to go out with shiling, ze kai yuan zhi...
if not...
make cheesecake or something cool....
maaaybe studying a bit :P
if got money or wadever get some baseball stuff...
Yupz ... My life !! step by step !! MY Life not letting anione come close !!
ran 2 rounds of school.. and then went to help out for CO starstruck...
did badly for taxation test...
needed slp so badly in school...
hmmx.. still dun understand ... the reason i'm studying for ... and it sucks... to know it isn't wad i wan... sucks...
My pride, mentalilty and my feelings ... so messy...
can i let go ? my mind says ... not worth it...
my heart juz cant let go...
sucks...
juz let things go wadever it is...
wadever happens...
I wont let ani1 harm my Pride and Mentality...
advanced STEP 6:
Early morning basketball with ying cui and wei siong !!!
before tt must go running !!
wahahs ... hitting 15km mileage tmr !!
go for classes... then lastly... SLEEP at SU until Starstruck calls :P
advanced STEP 7:
A saturday... SLP SLP SLP SLP SLP...
pack up and do a little spring clean
Go running !!
Learn piano !! :P hmmx... sad manx... now onli know 1 hand to play...
so noob ...
Learn yi qian nian yi hou...
after all this ... Read manga and then SLEEEEEEEPPPPPPPP !!
advanced STEP 8:
SLeep Sleep Sleep
hmmx ... if can... hope to go out with shiling, ze kai yuan zhi...
if not...
make cheesecake or something cool....
maaaybe studying a bit :P
if got money or wadever get some baseball stuff...
Yupz ... My life !! step by step !! MY Life not letting anione come close !!
step 4
The one about the india bus couple....
OMG... get a room ... -.-"
gal : Today i dun care ... i'm taking a part of u home
guy: which part ?
gal : i dun know (start hugging and leening to guy)
guy: u taking my icy stick ?
gal: Nooo... how to bring home ?
guy : aopsdfniasdfpsd (too disgusting)
GaL : sfrnof apfjsdpfn asdfnsdopgs sdpfis gs ( too er xin)
Start harassing and touch each other..
Wa lau eh ... this is a public bus... i know u all love each other a lot and love to touch each other a lot... but then telling the world know tt u wan to bring his body part home is disgusting... and i know u like hugging and harrassing each other but are in the backend seats and it constist of other ppl... it aint a bed for u to move and touch around ...and there is me trying to get some slp here oki ? stay at ur own corner and stop moving closer ...
Note to all couples:
when u wanna touch and hug and kiss... GET A ROOM ...
IF ya enjoy doing showing ur love to mani mani ppl ... BE A PORN STAR ...
and when ppl is trying to get some slp... sit at ur own seat and shut ...
respect ur own pride and dignity...
step 4...
eh ... not much productivity done today... reallli realli needed slp ...
hmmx... studying tax tax tax ... then maybe another midnight run
Step 5 !!
hmmx.. tmr sure will be a tough day ... need slp !! need slp !! need slp !! kk...
OMG... get a room ... -.-"
gal : Today i dun care ... i'm taking a part of u home
guy: which part ?
gal : i dun know (start hugging and leening to guy)
guy: u taking my icy stick ?
gal: Nooo... how to bring home ?
guy : aopsdfniasdfpsd (too disgusting)
GaL : sfrnof apfjsdpfn asdfnsdopgs sdpfis gs ( too er xin)
Start harassing and touch each other..
Wa lau eh ... this is a public bus... i know u all love each other a lot and love to touch each other a lot... but then telling the world know tt u wan to bring his body part home is disgusting... and i know u like hugging and harrassing each other but are in the backend seats and it constist of other ppl... it aint a bed for u to move and touch around ...and there is me trying to get some slp here oki ? stay at ur own corner and stop moving closer ...
Note to all couples:
when u wanna touch and hug and kiss... GET A ROOM ...
IF ya enjoy doing showing ur love to mani mani ppl ... BE A PORN STAR ...
and when ppl is trying to get some slp... sit at ur own seat and shut ...
respect ur own pride and dignity...
-------------------------------The End-------------------------------------
step 4...
eh ... not much productivity done today... reallli realli needed slp ...
hmmx... studying tax tax tax ... then maybe another midnight run
Step 5 !!
hmmx.. tmr sure will be a tough day ... need slp !! need slp !! need slp !! kk...
step 4
The one about the india bus couple....
OMG... get a room ... -.-"
gal : Today i dun care ... i'm taking a part of u home
guy: which part ?
gal : i dun know (start hugging and leening to guy)
guy: u taking my icy stick ?
gal: Nooo... how to bring home ?
guy : aopsdfniasdfpsd (too disgusting)
GaL : sfrnof apfjsdpfn asdfnsdopgs sdpfis gs ( too er xin)
Start harassing and touch each other..
Wa lau eh ... this is a public bus... i know u all love each other a lot and love to touch each other a lot... but then telling the world know tt u wan to bring his body part home is disgusting... and i know u like hugging and harrassing each other but are in the backend seats and it constist of other ppl... it aint a bed for u to move and touch around ...and there is me trying to get some slp here oki ? stay at ur own corner and stop moving closer ...
Note to all couples:
when u wanna touch and hug and kiss... GET A ROOM ...
IF ya enjoy doing showing ur love to mani mani ppl ... BE A PORN STAR ...
and when ppl is trying to get some slp... sit at ur own seat and shut ...
respect ur own pride and dignity...
step 4...
eh ... not much productivity done today... reallli realli needed slp ...
hmmx... studying tax tax tax ... then maybe another midnight run
Step 5 !!
hmmx.. tmr sure will be a tough day ... need slp !! need slp !! need slp !! kk...
OMG... get a room ... -.-"
gal : Today i dun care ... i'm taking a part of u home
guy: which part ?
gal : i dun know (start hugging and leening to guy)
guy: u taking my icy stick ?
gal: Nooo... how to bring home ?
guy : aopsdfniasdfpsd (too disgusting)
GaL : sfrnof apfjsdpfn asdfnsdopgs sdpfis gs ( too er xin)
Start harassing and touch each other..
Wa lau eh ... this is a public bus... i know u all love each other a lot and love to touch each other a lot... but then telling the world know tt u wan to bring his body part home is disgusting... and i know u like hugging and harrassing each other but are in the backend seats and it constist of other ppl... it aint a bed for u to move and touch around ...and there is me trying to get some slp here oki ? stay at ur own corner and stop moving closer ...
Note to all couples:
when u wanna touch and hug and kiss... GET A ROOM ...
IF ya enjoy doing showing ur love to mani mani ppl ... BE A PORN STAR ...
and when ppl is trying to get some slp... sit at ur own seat and shut ...
respect ur own pride and dignity...
-------------------------------The End-------------------------------------
step 4...
eh ... not much productivity done today... reallli realli needed slp ...
hmmx... studying tax tax tax ... then maybe another midnight run
Step 5 !!
hmmx.. tmr sure will be a tough day ... need slp !! need slp !! need slp !! kk...
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
Step 3
tired manx... didnt get much slp ... my dad ask me to slp on the floor... then until 7plus finally manage to slp on my didi's bed ... then my dad "chit chat" foul lang with his handphone... haix..
Today like onli eat 1 meal wahhas :P
sports fiesta reception de meal !!
classes until 4pm wahashs :P play bball a while then slack le... hahas...
wont lose to myself de... juz wait...
hmmx... tonight must train hard hard !! midnight run !! wahahas... but then watch baseball vcd first !! wahahas ...
step 4 tmr afternoon must go jogging again best BBaall !! whaahs ... and then go home slp maybe go CO there helpout .. wahahas
Today like onli eat 1 meal wahhas :P
sports fiesta reception de meal !!
classes until 4pm wahashs :P play bball a while then slack le... hahas...
wont lose to myself de... juz wait...
hmmx... tonight must train hard hard !! midnight run !! wahahas... but then watch baseball vcd first !! wahahas ...
step 4 tmr afternoon must go jogging again best BBaall !! whaahs ... and then go home slp maybe go CO there helpout .. wahahas
Step 3
tired manx... didnt get much slp ... my dad ask me to slp on the floor... then until 7plus finally manage to slp on my didi's bed ... then my dad "chit chat" foul lang with his handphone... haix..
Today like onli eat 1 meal wahhas :P
sports fiesta reception de meal !!
classes until 4pm wahashs :P play bball a while then slack le... hahas...
wont lose to myself de... juz wait...
hmmx... tonight must train hard hard !! midnight run !! wahahas... but then watch baseball vcd first !! wahahas ...
step 4 tmr afternoon must go jogging again best BBaall !! whaahs ... and then go home slp maybe go CO there helpout .. wahahas
Today like onli eat 1 meal wahhas :P
sports fiesta reception de meal !!
classes until 4pm wahashs :P play bball a while then slack le... hahas...
wont lose to myself de... juz wait...
hmmx... tonight must train hard hard !! midnight run !! wahahas... but then watch baseball vcd first !! wahahas ...
step 4 tmr afternoon must go jogging again best BBaall !! whaahs ... and then go home slp maybe go CO there helpout .. wahahas
Monday, January 02, 2006
Step 1++
got new training le !! whahs :P back to my regular room workout :P
Made cookies that taste like cookies look like cookies !! :P
Rented baseball drama !! yea ... 3 strike yaaaaa OUT !! :P
slacking with my di and mei ... omg... :P
Watch a amazing movie !! the shakshank redemption ... where a guy crawl over 6 football fields of shit and get outside his jailhouse clean... !!!
Yea... tts for step 1 of year 2006...
today is step 2 le ... cannot not do noting ... :P
Intention for today.. go to sleep coz its not 7am & i haven slp a bit
Go for a afternoon light jog !! taste of the wind blowing !!
Watch a movie ?? maybe ?
hmmx.. get some piano practise :P
Yea... tts plans for today !! :P This is my world ... !! i wan it my style ... my way ... and with myself... Yea .. action speaks louder than work !!!
我不是好子
嘛不是歹人
我只是爱眠梦
我不愿随浪随
风飘浪西东
亲像船无港
我不愿做人
奸巧钻缝甘愿来作憨人
我不是头脑空空
我不是一只米虫
人啊人
一世人
要安怎欢喜过春夏秋冬
我有我的路有
我的梦
梦中的那个世界
甘讲伊是一场空
Made cookies that taste like cookies look like cookies !! :P
Rented baseball drama !! yea ... 3 strike yaaaaa OUT !! :P
slacking with my di and mei ... omg... :P
Watch a amazing movie !! the shakshank redemption ... where a guy crawl over 6 football fields of shit and get outside his jailhouse clean... !!!
Yea... tts for step 1 of year 2006...
today is step 2 le ... cannot not do noting ... :P
Intention for today.. go to sleep coz its not 7am & i haven slp a bit
Go for a afternoon light jog !! taste of the wind blowing !!
Watch a movie ?? maybe ?
hmmx.. get some piano practise :P
Yea... tts plans for today !! :P This is my world ... !! i wan it my style ... my way ... and with myself... Yea .. action speaks louder than work !!!
我不是好子
嘛不是歹人
我只是爱眠梦
我不愿随浪随
风飘浪西东
亲像船无港
我不愿做人
奸巧钻缝甘愿来作憨人
我不是头脑空空
我不是一只米虫
人啊人
一世人
要安怎欢喜过春夏秋冬
我有我的路有
我的梦
梦中的那个世界
甘讲伊是一场空
Step 1++
got new training le !! whahs :P back to my regular room workout :P
Made cookies that taste like cookies look like cookies !! :P
Rented baseball drama !! yea ... 3 strike yaaaaa OUT !! :P
slacking with my di and mei ... omg... :P
Watch a amazing movie !! the shakshank redemption ... where a guy crawl over 6 football fields of shit and get outside his jailhouse clean... !!!
Yea... tts for step 1 of year 2006...
today is step 2 le ... cannot not do noting ... :P
Intention for today.. go to sleep coz its not 7am & i haven slp a bit
Go for a afternoon light jog !! taste of the wind blowing !!
Watch a movie ?? maybe ?
hmmx.. get some piano practise :P
Yea... tts plans for today !! :P This is my world ... !! i wan it my style ... my way ... and with myself... Yea .. action speaks louder than work !!!
我不是好子
嘛不是歹人
我只是爱眠梦
我不愿随浪随
风飘浪西东
亲像船无港
我不愿做人
奸巧钻缝甘愿来作憨人
我不是头脑空空
我不是一只米虫
人啊人
一世人
要安怎欢喜过春夏秋冬
我有我的路有
我的梦
梦中的那个世界
甘讲伊是一场空
Made cookies that taste like cookies look like cookies !! :P
Rented baseball drama !! yea ... 3 strike yaaaaa OUT !! :P
slacking with my di and mei ... omg... :P
Watch a amazing movie !! the shakshank redemption ... where a guy crawl over 6 football fields of shit and get outside his jailhouse clean... !!!
Yea... tts for step 1 of year 2006...
today is step 2 le ... cannot not do noting ... :P
Intention for today.. go to sleep coz its not 7am & i haven slp a bit
Go for a afternoon light jog !! taste of the wind blowing !!
Watch a movie ?? maybe ?
hmmx.. get some piano practise :P
Yea... tts plans for today !! :P This is my world ... !! i wan it my style ... my way ... and with myself... Yea .. action speaks louder than work !!!
我不是好子
嘛不是歹人
我只是爱眠梦
我不愿随浪随
风飘浪西东
亲像船无港
我不愿做人
奸巧钻缝甘愿来作憨人
我不是头脑空空
我不是一只米虫
人啊人
一世人
要安怎欢喜过春夏秋冬
我有我的路有
我的梦
梦中的那个世界
甘讲伊是一场空
Step 1 !!
This blog will be here to remind me of the promises i made.. i dreams i wanna achieve... and the people i wish to rmb... Yupz !!
2006 resolution !!!!!
1. Stop losing to the enviroment....
2. Gain back my confidence !!!
3. Go back to track !!
4. Polish up all my sports skills..!!
5. Get back to studying !!
6. Cherish my friends !!
7. Stop Flying kites !!
8. Dun dislike more stuff and People
9. Likes more stuff and people
10. Get a cool job and friends !!
11. Go malaysia shop more !!
12. Be more positive !!
13. Dun act like someone i ain't
14. Be myself... back to the stupid... dumb... stubborn... ME !!
15. Go find singapore Typoon baseball team and ask if i can join them !!
16. Learn back Piano !! ( Onli songs i like )
17. Get my new clothes !! frm malaysia
18. Live alone!!
19. cherish my pride !!
20. Relax and take deep breathes !!
21. Dun go insane !!
22. Dun do stupid things coz not everyone is shiling xP
23. Dun push myself till i got nothing left !!
24. Get new asics running shoes !!
25. Get my Hair !! :P
tts plenty to do... but step by step bahx !!
step by step !!!
Step By Step !!
step by step !!!
step by step !!!
step by step !!!
step by step !!!
step by step !!!
step by step !!!
step by step !!!
step by step !!!
step by step !!!
step by step !!!
OKi :P set !! never give up !!
2006 resolution !!!!!
1. Stop losing to the enviroment....
2. Gain back my confidence !!!
3. Go back to track !!
4. Polish up all my sports skills..!!
5. Get back to studying !!
6. Cherish my friends !!
7. Stop Flying kites !!
8. Dun dislike more stuff and People
9. Likes more stuff and people
10. Get a cool job and friends !!
11. Go malaysia shop more !!
12. Be more positive !!
13. Dun act like someone i ain't
14. Be myself... back to the stupid... dumb... stubborn... ME !!
15. Go find singapore Typoon baseball team and ask if i can join them !!
16. Learn back Piano !! ( Onli songs i like )
17. Get my new clothes !! frm malaysia
18. Live alone!!
19. cherish my pride !!
20. Relax and take deep breathes !!
21. Dun go insane !!
22. Dun do stupid things coz not everyone is shiling xP
23. Dun push myself till i got nothing left !!
24. Get new asics running shoes !!
25. Get my Hair !! :P
tts plenty to do... but step by step bahx !!
step by step !!!
Step By Step !!
step by step !!!
step by step !!!
step by step !!!
step by step !!!
step by step !!!
step by step !!!
step by step !!!
step by step !!!
step by step !!!
step by step !!!
OKi :P set !! never give up !!
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