the end...
guess i deserve every single bit of this results....
i dun know how to express myself now le...
cant believe i would end up in a state like this...
hahas... dunnoe y i gotten so deep into it..
until i find myself able to cont tt feeling even if i would still end up with nothing...
hahas... so sad manx...
i used to be unbeatable , wont be affected by this kinda stuff...
i wont juz cant be bother or i would juz give serious attitude problem so i wont need to get myself too into it....
hahaas... guess i failed... lost miserably !!
Dun appear can ? coz i dun know wad kinda feeling i would haf...
Juz dun come anywhere near k .... save me some pity bahx...
yupz... no point thinking bout this kinda stuff le... hopefully time would take this fast fast away !!! concentrate on regaining my heart, confidence and faith first bahx...
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Ran 35 rounds around track... 1hr 10 mins... ran 10km at 49mins... its nothing good at all ... needa be stronger... needa work harder... hahas... my mummy says i got self torture de character... hahas... maybe bahx... as long as i get regain myself , character and faith and never say die to nothing de confidence... i dun mind work till i drop... face it... i'm not me anymore... face it... i am nothing compared to the old me anymore... the strong, loyal true friend to my peers... the confidence true jian qiang i used to haf to face every problem and people...
i'll work hard to get my life back to the neat organised simple life.. with track and friends... the 2 most impt things i haf... then my jiang qiang & yuan ze & pride will come back !!
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