hmmx... spend most of the day sleeping, relaxing in my room reading "one piece" manga, went shopping and brought myself a new shoebag, mach 3 blades and dedorant.. saw my cousin and visited them.. and now watching baseball vcd ... after 2 more hrs going midnight running...
today... found myself back to my own pace... saw my grandma... and realise i haven been visiting her for a long time... how much she teng me ... i should be grateful...
she have aged so much le...
told me a lot a lot...
All my relatives persuades to help my father with the family business and look after my father...
My dad didnt give me a choice to chose the path i wish to take...
or maybe i didn't give that much rebel or effort to realise and achieve wad i wan...
I have no intention of being and going with my father's footsteps...
I wan my own path... but its my responsibilty to help my father coz i know how tiring he is...
yet I'm on a path... where my mother thinks that i would rely on my father...
Is this how u look at ur own son ?
All my relatives see how tired my father is after his work...
u see me as some1 who would rely and depend and leech on my father's success ?
I have waken up from a long mess...
I will ... have my own road that i wan....
that i will work hard... and give all my heart... to win my own road...
Without depending on anione, or anything...
It will be my pride and my diginity... and not for u to humilate..
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